hohoho.
i used adelyn's hair straightener she lent me to straighten my hair, yesterday and today. its just too bad that the thing doesn't last for long, and wears off almost immediately after i had my bath. so sad.
i was pretty hesitant to use the thing at first, was afraid that the thing would electrocute me. (wahaha) it did look scary, with the shiny metallic plates and all. then i so brave, i jus stuck a tuft of my ahir inside the plates and slid the straightener down my hair. haha. soon i got used to it, but i could only make the front part of my hair because i was doing it myself and its hard for me to grab my hair at the back an straighten it myself, ya knw.
later i tried the crimper, i was even more afraid of this, but in the end tried it and turned our pretty nicely. again couldn't make the back part, so had to be content with trying out and i staightened my hair back.
enlightening experience, i must say, for hair noobs like me. (: haha.
going to sign the contract later for my new house! cheerios!
yayness!

finally got my new phones, and apparently my mother and brother got themselves one each too. mine's samsung X640, my brother's nokia 3120, my mum's sony ericsson j300i. pretty cool. my brother and i got the m1 suntalk 150 plan, while my mum got the suntalk 100v plan. actually my mum didn't want to buy one, she always say she doesn't need a mobile phone, so apparently she doesn't know how to use it and all that. dumbo. then now she likes the sony phone so she bought it.
initally, we wanted to get my brother the sony j300i. comes in white, hot pink and dark blue. then of course my brother would naturally prefer dark blue, so we went into the shop, intending to get my samsung and my brother's sony only.
then, the attendant said that there was no more dark blue left for sony and so she introduced us to other 0 value phones that offers a plan. so in the end we got my bother a nokia. such a phone noob, i think he's better off using something which was more.. user friendly. except me, of course. i was getting tired of nokia phones. so sian. every design look the same, functions the same..
woha, then the attendant damn clever, ask my mother whether she wanted the sony j300i or not. she even brought out a sample of the phone, and my mother, took an immense liking to it. haha. i think its quite stylish, but i didn't really like it. besides, i was keen only to get that particular samsung, so i didn't really care. then she introduced the suntalk 100v plan to my mother, which offers free incoming calls and limited outgoing calls, but that was about all my mother needed.
left the shop aftera long hour, haha, in the end brought three phones, i think damn funny.
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yesterday was st john training, the first that we had officially with the sec3s as instructors. shadn't elaborate too much, but i personally think it was a bit too hiong, and the instructors were a little too.. fierce during the first training. sure, i knew they wanted to bring out the best in us, but i was still shocked. haha. yu song, for example, amused me with his " run la!" because that line belongs to Kristian. besides, kristian passed out already and both yu song and kristian are in alpha! funny not? haha. haha. -.-
perhaps some of them really wanted to feel 'seniorous' (heh i don't know if there's such a word i coined it from 'senior' anyway), and gotten too much into it.
heh, like whatever. i think grace is really nice, and fang yun is really cute. (: the more you guys push us, the more we are going to show it to you. (:
dun think i am brave hor. i am also scared of jnco loh..
bah. i am feeling so irritated and annoyed, i shall take some smelly tuna fishes and stuff them up my brother's nose.

i am really afraid of tomorrow's training, really scared, first jnco training, think tomorrow i will just clam up, think its damn bad. ): jiayou ic.

anyway, i am getting a new hp tml, aint some expensive high class phone, but something i can live with. so that's good. (: everything's right for me. my haircut. my phone. my new house. my card. my you. (:

don't feel like blogging, sorry for the short post.
yesterdya night was hosue hunting night!

okay, you might laugh, like WHATEVER, but i live in a house with two bedrooms. i am not afraid to admit. why should i? you should never judge a person by which house he or she lives in.

anyway, the fab point is, i am shifting house! ((: many many smiles. my parents were hunting for one around tampines, a four room one, so i would definetely get a new room by myself. (: coolness!

so yesterday night took a cab to the 700 plus blocks area, it was pretty deserted there,but the falts were only 7 years, damn new and nice.

went to view three houses in all.

block 716;

bah. this was like, the worse of all three. it was owned by some foreign looking people, whose fat man with pot bellies and er, this old whitish and grayish beard. bleah. their house was a total turnoff. the house did not have any renovation right from the start they bought it. their floor was not even tiled or marbled, it was jsut cement, like the floors of our classrooms. gross, i think. pretty wierd, their kitchen was small and only had this pathetic orginial sink installed by the hbd, and one stove and an microwave, i think they probably orders takeouts everyday. no aircons at all..hated this anyway. even dared to offer the price of $256 000! i got this idea to give them some advice, they would NEVER sell it. so there.

block 708;

while we were taking the lift up to the apartment, the agent told us that this house was extremely nice, the owner was a teacher, and indeed, it was beautiful. the doorway to the kitchen was framed by wooden cupboards with wine ornaments, and it had soptlights everywhere, the ktichen was well kept and tidy, and well, its amazing. three bedrooms, every single room had air cons including the living room. i loved it. the floor was white tiles, very bright, the teacher kept it damn well. she said tt another couple bidded a price of $275 000, and the owner made it very clear that if we offered $276000, she would let us have the house immediately.

shadn't elaborate on the third block, it was pretty similiar to block 708, only more plain and less ncie and cheaper. however, i like 708 best! heheh. (:

and my parents decided on that one! just hope the owener wouldn't sell it to that previous couple cos we are bidding higher, right? heh.

did my persuasive speech in class today, stupid xingdong was so irritating.. waliew. my topic was about learning to love yourself, and he kept murmuring 'zi lian', 'zi lian'. BAH! made me laugh and laugh, i think i scored pretty low. who cares, lah.

after school today went to pasir ris with weili, cheryl, grace and zuoqi. at first piled into the 158 bus, then lots of 2d people la, cheryl weili grace zuoqi huiwen and yaolu. then we saw jiajin sitting at the back, and then somehow they decided to make fun of me and pushed me all the way to the back of the bus. bah. then somehow when the bus was braking once they all almost fell on top of me lah. so irritating. i so light.. get squshed i will cry one.. haha.

finally got my ezlink card done, quite fast lah. tapping the card again was pure SHUANGNESS. haha. i found that i grew by 1 cm to reach158 cm! and also maintained my weight of 44 kg. haha. weight doesn't really matter to me.. fat then fat la. heh.

toddles. i am so happy. ((:
hey pimple, fark off, shift out of my face! eeyer. i hate the pimple on my lips. and it looks so bloody contented there it even shows me yellow pus bursting through it to irriate me. great, great. blasted pimple. would love to zap it somehow.

all through school today i was feeling quite irritated with my bloody blasted pimple. the pus looks so ready to break through, straining against the skin of my face. sounds disgusting, but it IS disgusting.

didn't go for the chinese kou yu biao da lesson today, didn't felt like going and instead went home with zuoqi, grace and cheryl. went to white sands mall, at the interchange saw this girl in uniform with a few police officers, heh i was thinking she had pre martial sex, or stole something from the atm machine (which was probably cash), but i think judging from her look and the constand pats the policewoman was giving on her shoulder, perhaps she was afterall the victim.

eunice mentioned something about ziying wanting to touch my hair, i think i overheard eunice talk about someone's hair on my way down the ecscalator, didn't think it was me though.

people tell me my hair looks fake, heh, think so too. (: maybe it has something to do with the natural straightness of my hair, plus the services i went to, or maybe it was the dark brown tones of my hair that i love so much. and i am actually cutting my ponytail off this week. REJOICE, everyone!

arrived at white sands mall and went to buy some ingredients for cheryl's salad making competition, some garlic pepper actually cost 5 plus, i think i can make it myself loh. grind some shyat garlic into powder form, then add in some preservatives. taadaa! haha. homemade pepper my wong biqi, i think singaporeans would rush to buy it, and then i shall be a great millionaire! hohoho!

last stop was the library, went there to return the books i owe big time. i think i'm going really broke. still haven't fixed my lost ez link card. but lickily got something to cheer about, took a whole stack f postcards formt he pasir ris library, about 10 cm worth! heh. mostly of Bewitched, some movie starring Nicole Kidman, another movie seven swords, and sharkboy and lavagirl. liked the bewitched best. haha.

there were these two girls who came over the minute i was alone at the counter storing the postcards, and somehow were pretty arrogant. i was turning the stand, and they jsut turned the other way. rude ass. so i took EVERYTHING off the shelf, leaving them with nothing. so mch for their arrogance, eh? too bad for you then. (:

grace is helping me make a blogskin. muacks, darrling! (:
you know, i never thought much of POP today, but reading carmen`s blog made me damn emotional, made me think of the past, of everything tt happened. shall quote from her blog.

my squad was great, they made alphabets for us and held it the wrong way, it was super cute and sweet. the dance was so super duper cute. and so was de skit. i teared again.

they gave me de best gift anyone can get, a scrapbook with 26 msges. wow. it was really nice. i really gonna treasure it like anything. they r de best squad that anyone can take. de sweetest, de cutest, de ultimate best.

<3. carmen, i love you too! (:

really missed the times where they took us, been very nice, and i never really treasured the times where they trained us, sort of took them for granted. but now, i really miss them. guess its too late for regrets, can only hope that they can sign on or come back too see us. (:

look forward to grace taking us. (;
got a headache this morning, got no idea why was able to spit out the previous post. (;

was engrossed in reading hppy potter and the half-blood prince just now. now on page 175, the part where Harry was in hogwarts choosing their N.E.W.T. subjects. up till now, its pretty interesting. heh. (: sort of already know the ending, but would like to read about it still.

me, like hejin, has been breaking out too. piang. another pimple on my lips.

my pimples always appear on the most ridiculous places on my face. usually i have them on my nose, which there was one occassion where i got this huge one on my nose and was labelled 'rudolf', after the red nosed reindeer. bleah. no choice, anyway.

another one just called my lips its home yesterday, which i really hope it sweels and bursts soon so i can get rid of it, its getting so irritating. its just at it's stage now where its a red thang without the yellow pus thing showing. damn. fark off, pimple.

i have to admit, i have pretty good complexion. taking into account that i don't usually wash my face with facial foam, i just splash it with water every night. yet my pimples only come once in a while, and my complexion in gr8t. haha, i shall stop before all of you drowns in my thick skin.

toodles. (;
feeling so moody now. feeling so fcuked up, feeling so alone, so sick.

finally, after browsing blogskins, i managed to find a blogskin that compliments me and its something which i like. its so tough to find something that suits you nowadays.

you're right. having an online blog, means basically anyone can read it, totally spits to me in the face. i don't have any privacy. my entries are made open, i could never be my real self in my entries, i could never speak the truth, so i intend to make myself honest, whatever i think of. perhaps this style of blogging is pretty blunt, and impolite, but what is the use of having a blog if you cannot express your ideas properly and spread your message?

therefore i am going to be honest. i swear. really. i don't want to remain a girl wiht hidden agendas, with hidden feelings, although there are certain things i cannot expose, but i will try to be as honest as possible. so sorry if any hard feelings are being felt when you read my posts, i advise you to never come here again.

i don't need my blog to be popular, though initally i wanted it to be. the more people knows about your blog, the less privacy you'll have. so i am never going to do that. if you know about my blog (obviously you do cos you are here), bloody shut up and don't spread.

deeply in thought;

regretting over the dumb and stupid things i have done. i should never have loved you. it was such a grave mistake, and i am regretting it right now.

nope, i am not jealous of girls who have boyfriends. whats the big fat deal? having a boy who messages you every night and stuff you with cuddly cute toys? bah. i don't need it. cheapos have boyfriends. people just have their other halfs to show off. they never really love each other.

hit you on the nail, ain`t it?

fark off.
its a mystery why i can sleep on my table during class. i am quite amazed. (:

yesterday, my squad nursings were cooped up in classroom 2B, where we took a table each and just laid on it to sleep for the night.

before we could sleep, at about 2am in the morning, my squad was so hungry we wanted supper. grace tan(our new sc) told us she'll try to get supper for us but in the end we couldn't get any because there were not enough funds. like, after we paid 10 bucks for some buffet dinner? pathetic. ): we were really starving, and we were told that there are some leftovers from the buffet dinner. we were so hungry, we agreed readily. then grace told us that food packed in styrofoam boxes over 4 hours cannot be fit for comsumption anymore. great. but we were so hungry we were quite willing to forgo the risk that we might get diahorrea or something, but in the end we were told again by sir chee hoe that we are not allowed to eat those.

then, sir chee hoe kindly raised funds for us to purchase food from the vending machine. our seniors are so nice! they just forked out whatever coins they had, and in the end we got about 8 plus to purchase food. we bought some biscuits and milo and coffee, and in sort of reduced our craving. (: i so like my seniors cos they are so nice. (:

after we retreated into our classroom and lights went out, i couldn't sleep at all. the table was too hard and lying on my arm caused great discomfort. i had nothing 'soft and comfortable' for me to lie on and my towel was still damp. i tied my hair in two ponytails, and even forgot ot remove them so i slept wiht them the whole night through. can't exactly i slept, though.

i woke up about 5 times in the night and was constantly disturbed by jocelyn calling me. (: she and huifen was still chatting and they even made this sorta bed by combining two tables, and jocelyn nicely invited me to sleep with her. so me, hui fen and her squeezed 0nto the tbale and finally managed to get some sleep, but in the end i was awakened by jocelyn again and we just went strolling around and chatting.

POP night;

pop night wasn't as good as i expected. the sec one performance was quite good, but i think candice overdid her acting. i was shocked she really fell over her chair after getting a heart attack. i think their squad was too big and therefore only some of them were actively involved in the performance but the rest just sat around. their last song was quite leng.. kinda jsut swaying only. (:

our performance was nothing i expected. i was jennifer, nic's girlfriend, and weiyan started intorducing all of us which was unplanned. when she called me out, i wa so unprepared and embarrassed that i just walked out, waved a hi, and hurriedly ran backstage. damn, they even called me to bimbo walk. pui. haha. the dress or wteva i was wearing felt really uncomfortable, afterall it was zhiying's. heh. felt like a nurse in that.

our performance was quite messy esp the last part of let the music heal our soul. we were supposed to show our 'std fours we love you' but the 'w' card got inverted and became 'm' so it becmae 'std fours me love you'. ((: i think our performance was not impressive but we amused the std fours with our antics and stuff.

the sec 3s did a better job but i think it was not much different from ours. i liked their first retro dance, but after that it was jsut singing which was a bit sian. but i think they did not bad, afterall they planned this whole pop.

the sec 4s were really cute, and i liked kristian's singing! (:

loved it, and all the dances.

talked with our instructors, felt sad they were leaving us because we think they really did a lot for us, loved them.

((:

i think boys from an all boy's school are freaking desperate. the lack of girls in their environment, i think. esp from victoria!! eew. (no offence)

i've got this friend, from vs, introduced to me by another friend on mine, and he added me on msn. fine. then he started talking to me everytime i went online, he crazily got a crush on me although he has never met me before. (i am NOT being bhb i just think it is ridiculous that you like someone although you don't really know each other and haven't even seen me in person)

at first i played along, being polite, and then he started getting on my last nerves. he's so freaking irritating! once, he asked me about the half blood prince. i said i didn't want spoilers becasue i want to read it, but he sort of teased me by telling me about the whole story. freak, die off! fark off! you know i am called 'pigqi'? but that is only alrgiht he my friends call me that. not someone i don't like. so her starts conversations like ' hey pig, how do you polish your boots?' 'hey pig, how are you feeling today?' i blocked him. so over, man. so over.

BAH.
i am extremely happy t announce that i think my photoshop skills have improved tremendously. (:

i started the picture we planned for ca**** tml. (:

rmb last time i had this photo from ipoh with me and fiona? out of boredom, i decided to edit it too! i like the warm, glowly feeling.. (:



the edited one

non-edited one.

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i am so happy, people! i am so happy!

i am so ecstatic, i don't mind if Shrek comes up to me now and smooches me all over my face.



ok, i sort of mind. but thats not the point!

the big important point is.. DERRICK AND KELLY GOT REVIVED!!

yesterday night, after watching inuyasha, i immediately tuned in into channel u to check the results. and derrick and kelly got revived! i felt so so happy. (((:

i like chanel because she's really pretty and i think she can sing too! she has her own personal sense of style.. something i think girls nowadays lack. bu ti think she has not much self esteem, so she s trying to hide it on screen, `cos she says that what she doesn't dare to smile because she is not pretty enough. i think shes damn pretty okay, alth0ugh kelly is more pretty.(:

tralala!



chio BU! (:
my bum bum hurts after 13 hours in front of the computer! -.-



taken on tuesday at june's house when we did tltm project. holding june's short legs. hehe.



me and june! ((:

dman tired. tata.
man, the e forum has been one whoop of a very LAGGING experience.

our topic was on whether virginity is obsolete.

i think it is. sex nowadays are view as a fashion "item".

bah. it was hard reading everyone's comments and views, so i had to colour my comments in pueple so it was easier for me to find who has replied to my comments.

we were supposed to respond intelligently and not use sms language but i think sms language was still obvious in some people's responses, and xingdong has plenty of typing errors.

in this forum, i got suprised that many of us really gave inteligent responses with depth and a strong hold on their views. (:

i haven;t finished so much homework!

gotta pia!
nothing can tell me captain ball doesn't rock. of course, volleyball rocks just as much.

enjoyed a tiring game of captain's ball right after our little pep talk with maam yanqi and sir junyang. we were spilt into the SPA and TPA, standing for Short People Association and Tall People Association respectively. obviously i was in SPA, lah.

SPA consisted of adelyn, me, cheryl, yahui and zhiying (the president of SPA 'cos she's the shortest :D). TPA consisted of shunjie, wanting, huifen and qing yi. although we had one more person, it didn't really make a difference because they were much taller and they gained upperhand. (:

we, the SPA, totally trashed them. you should have seen! SPA people were running around tiredly, while members of the TPA just stood around, towering above us because they are so tall! hmmph. there was no outs, so every time we jsut carried on without stopping. we were playing at the netball court (the raised platform near the bball courts) and so whenever the ball went out of the platform and came tumbling down the stairs of the platform, one member of every team would be trying to snatch the ball away from one another. so interesting, i tell you. then one member who got it first would totally refuse to ive it to the opponent.

you know, we made such a big fuss happily fighting over it people from the hostel (after having their dinner as it was quite late, 6 plus already), were using their digicams to take pictures of us. (:

later sir chee hoe and zoel came to join us! at first Zoel was on the SPA's side, but later chee hoe couldn't stand that SPA kept winning and switched over to our side. hohoho. show you SPA's poweress.

i scraped my knee during the process of playing, but i was happy and tired. we were damn high, and i tell you, i laughed till i got a stitch.


its good times like these with my squad that i love so much.. ((:

HAHHAHHAAH!

did oyu guys watch tonights project superstar? the revival round? heh. DERRICK GOT 39 POINTS! highest ever in history of the whole project okay. he totally broke the record of 37. ((: he sung something, i think is hao3 xiang3 ni3. he was really funny with his facial expressions and touching att the same times, and i was so moved i actually teared. (: he sung it in this really sincere manner, and all the judges think the same. i hope he gets revived! i voted for him 10 times, sorta wasted my 6 bucks, but like, who cares? DERRICK!!! (:

i think LEON did pretty well too, with 38.5, but too bad la, DERRICK WON HIM in the judegs round. ((:
teach less to teach more week, huh.

i think it should be teach less for students to do more week can.

the workload given by our teachers, compared to normal studying days, are a lot! chinese project, lit, geog (some dumb cartoon strip), and english and finally science.

up till now, i have only finished half of the lit assignment, and almost finished the teach less teach more sci eng cum chinese project except for the graphs part. thinking about the geog comic, and started halfway on the graphic organiser. so, pretty slow, huh.

i was thinking of starting on the hcl si han, but i was dumbfounded by how to search for features of the national day this year.

the si han requires us to write a letter to you friend who is studying overseas, and is now facing a dilemma of whether to secure a job in this current dwelling or to find one is Singapore. we have to ask him to make a wise whoice and even if he decides to stay in his current country, to " have a global outlook" (or something like that), and at the same time tell him about the features about this year's National Day Parade.

so, if anyone knows where to find the features, please kindly help me out by tagging. biqi will love you. (: muahaha.

visited the ndp website, and downloaded both the video, dance and singing version of this year's national day song, REACH OUT FOR THE SKIES. i even thought it was reach out for the stars (by s club) but it wasn't. rui en and taufik sung the song. june says it sucks, but its still buffering in the mtv, so i will give my comments after i have watch the mtv.

its nice! and i have learnt the dance so quick because i am clever! wahhaha.

(:
i just wanna pout.




but pouting wouldn't solve any problems, would it? if only it could.

i pouted a whole lot today, after i found out about my role in the POP performance. any amount of licking my boots wouldn't have helped, though.

what can i say? i don't want to be labelled a spoilsport and a wet blanket. so, i bravely carry on. (:

so, it turned out that most of our problems are over. whew.

of course, there were still some cause for me to laugh, and to enjoy my day.

i tricked Fandi to some silly stupid trick qing yi tricked me the other day. i shall not diulge the trick because i still have nagging feeling i want to trick people ; but still, her hand ended up with chilli sauce, and guess what?

she plonked her hand into my cup of milo (without the cap) and swished around in the MILO, trying to wash off the chilli. stupid i tell you. disgusting, and not only that, i cannot enjoy my milo anymore. pretty absurd. hhmpph.

but it was really funny, i tell you.

and secondly, i found out that john is officially BALD. :D

okay, not really, but with hair with a mearge length of 1 cm, it is almost bald, right? i knew that over gelled hair of his would be snipped off one day, and he told me it was nicely done by his teacher who offered some "professional" help. (:

so nice to be talking to another ex classmate again.

bleah, and i can't believe how many things are happening on this particular saturday, and i've got some POP.

first, its DHS open house. not that i cared, but its quite important, although i am no interest in going there to look at those primary 6 youngsters. (:

then, its some chongzheng's (my nice primary school (:) some 21st anniversary. so all the 6-1 peeps are meeting, and i can't go. GREAT.

finally, john invited me to his school funfair. and i can't go.

bleah.

POP better be worth all these.
after a whole rounds of looking through all the contestants, let's announce Mr and Miss Superstar (in biqi's opinion)! (:

tralala!

first, Mr Superstar!
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oh my gawd! so shuai right! (i sound like some crazy hyped fan of his) look, i'm not a fan of his. i just happen to see his face, introduced by amerlyn, and i like his daodao face! (:

Now for Miss Superstar!
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tralala!

she is freaking chio! and she is a optometrist! no wonder her eyes are so beautiful, she claims it herself.


sometimes i wonder, have i left the era of folded skirts, tucked out shirts, and ankle socks?

i think i have left the folded skirts era. i used to do that when i was in secondary one, when i saw everyone doing it - in front of everyone else. damn obvious, i tell you. cos they do it in the canteen. -.- then now, i don't really think i need to do it anymore because, i really really think my legs are an inch longer now, so my skirt is exposing two thirds of my knee (without showing). so thats pretty good right? (my point in saying all these is that i've grown tall) (:

as for the tucked out shirt era, perhaps i'm trying to leave it. when i did that in sec one, i was thinking it was trendy, and cool. but now, i think differently. i guess. the main reason why i didn't tuck out as often as i did last time was because i have matured! *holy light* heh. but i still hate the way the shirt crumples up at place where i tuck in my shirt, where my skirt is already pretty tight. i can't help sometimes but to yank the shirt out, but that is usually after school.

ankle socks, guess i cant leave it yet. bu i've got a valid reason! the only socks i have besides ankle length socks is the ugly dunman high socks! you can't possibly deny that it is ugly. even my mum says that it is ugly. freak that person who told me that it was a MUST to buy it, and i freaking bought 3 pairs. irritating!!!

bah. back to sch tml. (:
went to do some shopping at tampines mall yesterday with my family. (:

my main point of going there was actually to enjoy the meal of KFC!

spent about 30 bucks there, considering it was about 4 people, its quite cheap. (: the attendant was really nice, although we kept changing orders. he wore green contacts, or something like that. cool, leh.

i tried the oriental chicken salad! and guess what?

it tasted good!

yeah, i know, hard to imagine, and its relaly expensve for a salad. but but! its realy nice. actually, it doesn't really taste nice, but it was the sauce that worked the wonders. i think its, er, soysauce, mixed with sugar and something i forgot. haha.

try it, really. its delicious! got that authentic asian flavour, and the chicken chunks in there are absolutely wonderful. (:

then went to singtel's HELLO! shop to get a new sim card because my idiot of a brother actually blocked his whole card and we needed to pay 18 bucks for 'reviving' the account.

and guess what, people!!!

MY PLAN IS BLOODY OVER!

piang, i've been waiting for this day to come. now i only have to slowly think which phone i want. don't want to regret anything. so let's look over some phones, since i'm quite sure i'm going to take up singtel's ioneplus student promotion.

oh, did i say i'm looking for clamshell phones ONLY? heheh. i just love them.


many people have this phone. but well, i don't really like it!

below are some i have taken a love for. heh.


one of my favourites, the SGH-E720C. even comes with a MP3 player. i like. (:


another one. this is SGH-Z500! (: comes with thing i like, organiser and a really good cam.


i don't relaly like the fact that the cam hole looks too big, but i like it cos its classy and fine. (:

which should i get? tralala.

i'm going to cook spagetti for myself this afternoon! waha! BIQI THE COOK!



looks nice? came of grace's blogskin. man, i want her to do a special one for me. she's such a genius! haha.


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was feeling pretty bored, so took some tests i linked to from jiahui's blog to quizbox.

amazingly, i actualy went through all the tests, but i didn't take everything. some of the reports.

The Clothes You Wear

What others see from your style

You tend to be affectionate but not very strong emotionally. You want to be loved, and this can make you appear needy and clingy at times.

heh, i don't know about this. maybe i appear needy and clingy at times. (:

What your nightclothes reveal

You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

always in a good mood, yes! sexy, er, no.

What others see from your ties

You are kind and friendly. You are an uncomplicated person and enjoy exciting activities.

remember the simpleton i am? hurhurhur.

What others see from your belts

If there's not a single belt in your wardrobe, you like freedom and are opposed to all kinds of rules. You are creative and very good at work that requires you to stretch your imagination. Your main downfall, however, is that you can be very moody.

its so contradictive! just said i was always in a good mood, and now say that i am moody. i think i am creative too. heh. i have to have freedom. part of me, i guess.

What others see from your shoes

You like to be the center of attention. You like to look good at all times and probably never leave the house without makeup on. Although you may be intelligent, you're also insecure about your looks. You care about others, and will always listen to what they have to say.

i don't know an inch about makeup.i am intelligent. (:

What others see from your earrings

You are a sweet and talkative person. You are sociable, energetic and interesting, and get easily bored by the same old things. You are always looking for adventure.

yes, of course i am talkative. if not why you think xinyi plan came to exist?

The last analysis

You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

totally. (:

Your Hidden Talent

The Mass Communicator

You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

i like the idea of a model or flight attendant. yes, i know. 1.57cm doesn't really make the cut, right?

don't like to display the results of others. much as it might please me, readers may just have another impression of me that i don't want to create. (: leave it up to your imagination then. (:
bleah.

i am so irritated over so many things, if i had a room full of silly celebrity posters, i would tear them all up and scream and scream.

why must things end up like this? i don't understand. we are having internal trifles, and i don't want this to happen just before POP, and before JNCO. but i am so tired. i am so so tired, i don't feel like doing anything anymore. i don't really care how many of my seniors read this and find out what is happening in my squad, why the std ones are having a even better performance than us.

my pasison, is quite over. i am tired to seeing sian sian faces, i am tired of hearing things i don't like to hear. what my squad performance is, can be quite truthfully, the work of 4 very stupid, demanding and arrogant brains, including mine.

i just want to give up. i just want to let go. break free from all these shit i feel i am getting, and perhaps let the squad hate the four of us less.

how many ideas you think can four silly brains think of? how many do you think 26 brains would come up with? much much more. but no one bothers. people are afraid of us. people hate us.

NO ONE appreciates all the efforts we have put in. no one. they just know how to feel bad after hearing that the std 1s did better than us, but never thought of how much they have contributed.

they keep saying their opinions are alwyas overruled, ignored and thrown aside, but when i think carefully, i either was deaf, so they did not suggest it to me.

no one bothers to stay behind AUTOMATICALLY after school. everyone complains that they have work to do, that they have po, that they have everything uncer the sun.

you think in don't?

i stay back almost everyday after school, i tire myself out, i don't have much time for homework, i sleep at 11 plus and wake up at 5 sharp in the morning. ain't i tired too?

26HEARTS1SOUL.

let me hear some truth in the above line. please.
sadly, i don't think i can fully enjoy my Teach Less Learn More week.

its so DAMN irritating.

my squad is so.. uncoporative.

now me, tiffany, qingyi and shunjie and CONTROL FREAKS!

RAHH! *super fierce face*

YOU BETTER LISTEN TO US, OR SAY BYE BYE TO YOUR LITTLE DAMNED LIFE!

i don't get it. i'll never do.

auditions were the day before yesterday, and it was pretty much a total failure. turned out that the sec ones were even better than us, i felt pretty bad.

don't wanna talk about it no more, just hopes everything turns out well.

i stole lots of postcards today.

you never though my smiles, and my glances could mean so much.
its another dya of glaring at jason, wonering if he would ever gt married in the future.

during english class today, all of us were doing our persuasive speech, it was his turn but he was not preapred. initally miss wee said before that if anyone was not preapred, she would give that student a zero immediately. so she gave a zero a first, and you could say i say secretly happy. bad of me, yes, totally, but who could he blame?

after her lesson ended, she talked to him and asked if he wanted a second chance or a zero. i already thought it was good enough chance, and he should be thanking god already. but guess what he said?

"i want a zero."

tell me he's outof his mind. miss wee actually gives him a second chance, and all he does is not accept it, and even give an answer of arrogance.

miss wee was talking about them how xiaowei changed for the better, and that jason should learn from her, and he was like

"i'm not xiaowei."

bleah.

hes so irritating, i feel like punching him, and knock the air out of his swelling head.

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my calves are really fat, i tell you.

they're like, pig trotters or something. although it isn't that short, its quite fat. wonder if its muscles or fats. hope its not the latter.

maybe it has something to do with excercising. i can see that people who never really exercise have pretty slim legs, with the exception of tiffany lau, she's as skinny as chopsticks.

there's nothing i can really do about it, at least not now.


this, is perfectly ugly. it looks like tiffany's calves if she over exercises.


this is pretty perfect. i like i like. :) :) :)

three smiles for nice calves.
today, i had an argument with jason, from my class, duh.

i want to announce to the whole world ; HE SUCKS!

he has serious AP, the whole class knows. and nobody likes him.

during lunch break today i went back to class earlier than usual, at first thought it was a good thing, apparently it WASN'T at all. jason and xiaotian, both from my class (which i am VERY ashamed to admit), were from chinese societies, and their senior left a message on the board. her name was yu3 an1. while i was cleaning the board out of boredom, jason came up, and jsut somehow used his foot to stamp on the board, right smack on the part where his senior signed her name.

is he disrespectful or what? definetely. i didn't say that out loud, i knew what sort of person he was. but the part that angered me that was although he didn't really do anything wrong, when i collected money from him earlier (for the class fund), and he, the idiot, dropped his chess piece on the floor. when i asked him to pay me the money, he actually asked me to PICK UP the chess piece for him. PUI!

why on earth should I pick it up for him. has he no legs, or hands? and he was still looking at me with this beseeching smile. like, it is BENEATH my dignity to pick it up for him. so i said " why must i pick it up for you?"

" why must i give you the money?" *beseeching smile*

" because i am helping the treasurer (yinghua) " *smiles forcefully*

" you pick up for me first.." *beseeching smile AGAIN*

*flares up* " HURRY UP LA! "

finally he gives the money. i ponder what the beseeching smile was for. perhaps i shouldnt even say it is a smile. a smile is supposed to be pleasant, but i somehow feel that jason's smile gives me the creeps. pui.

so, back to cleaning board part. i was pretty angry, and jia mei saw the scene too. i turned back to look at her, and she was looking at me with the "wa, what an idiot" look on her face. then she went " wa, why like that one?". i replied, in a rather loud voice meant for jason to hear, " dunno loh, some crazy person do one".

then i heard jason's sickening voice, and i knew i had succeeded. hurhurhur :) he said something, which i forgot, then we got engaged in this arguement, and i remember he made this particular statement, which went something like "your mum gave you the name biqi for a reason. you're so bitchy. "

"oh, jason. you mum must love you a lot, eh. she even brings sushi for you! so loving!"

*mumbles something inaudible*

i don't know if i won, but it sure feels like it. and i had backup, kay. when i said my last line about jason's mum bringing him sushi, people, esp cherie, i heard, was laughing. boo jason!

then later when i was writing some science stuff he walked over and said some stuff about me. like i cared? i didn't even pay attention to what he was saying, so i totally ignored him and pretended he didn't even exist. hah! let him fel ingored. make him feel totally pathetic, which he already is, really.

i was really pissed, so i took pictures with june's phone during the break in science class.


the ugly pig (from back view)


oh! watch out jason! want me to call your mum to remove that big spider on your head?


wa lau, naughty sexy jason, how can wear criss cross bra? hot pink somemore! i know your hair nice lah, but no need put yellow clips ma. naughty naughty must beat beat.


waa! jason, you are so muscular, so sexy, so HOT! can teach me how to walk sexyily PLEASE? can teach me how to make you eyes in smaller like yours can? I LOVE EYES WHICH LOOK LIKE LINES! SO INCREDIBLY SEXY!!

i am so evil, muahahah.

special thanks to yinghua, felicia and june. :)) you guys made this possible.
today, was one of the worst days, i had.

of course, there were the good parts, like the kou yu biao da thing i attended today, it was pretty interesting, and the teacher was extremely cute, from china. she had on really thick mascara, but shes quite pretty, and had loads of self confidence.

the lesson was quite fun. apart from the fact that she chose me to stand in front of the class, and asked me to stand there with my hands on my sides and just smiling. then the rest of the class were supposed to STARE at me and look at every single thing on my body. i was supposed to stand it for a minute, and i am not supposed to have any other movements till the minute ended. it was quite uncomfortable, and its supposed to make you feel less embarrassed when people are looking at you.

maybe this is the only time when i enjoyed having music. this time we were learning about latin music, stuff like chachacha, rumba and tango. pretty cool and ancient, i'll say. our teacher is Mr Kelvin Kiw, a pretty good coincidence to our dp, Mr Kiw. i think he looks a little like sly, as in, he got this really style blond fringe, and this extension of plaits down his right shoulder. in today's lesson, he called on me to clap the clave tune with the 'mee goreng mee goreng roti prata thosai thosai' thing, and june and rest irritated me calling out stupid stuff i would not mention. although mr kiw is not that good looking, i think he has plenty of charisma. he charms like, crazy.

anyway, after the lesson ended, me, pamela, andy and wenkai went home together. i didn't really know them, but it was okay. got introduced to them.

and then, i alighted with pamela at white sands and we shopped for a little. and then the worse thing happened. i lsot my ezlink card. i was buying ice cream from macs and used the money form the card to pay, and later after i was on my way to the interchange with pamela, i found that i lost my card. frigging irritating. then i thought i threw it away in the bin together with the ice cream wrapper and tissue because i vaguely remember putting my card together with the tissue, and can you actually believe we took off the cover of the bin and rumaged through the bin. actually, pamela did that for me so i have her to thank. we were rumaging in public, and it was pretty embarrassing, but i just ignored the feeling. couldn't find it, and we even retraced out steps to see if i had dropped it on my shopping line. apparently i did not, and i finally made a report and both the information counter and the sbs counter. i doubt i'll find it, really.

perhaps i was really fated to make a new card. i don't know. so ma fan, stil must bring brith cert. luckily i didn't lose my wallet, or i would have felt more upset.

i think i am getting a digicam REALLY REALLY soon. :) :) :) :) :)
okay, i can feel a particular person glaring at me blog right now.

but, freak ass, do i give a flying fart in space? i don't. this is my blog, my space, and i don't need people to love my blog, seriously.

i know, sometimes, i speak too loudly, and sometimes, people hear what they don't like to hear about themselves, but it is the honest truth, and you have to learn to accept it. at least, i had similiar experience, and i had to learn to ignore it.

i smile when i am truly happy, i frown when i am sad. i don't know. sometimes i appear to people as if i am "fake", like plastic, with no character, but i do. people feel that there's always something hidden beneath my smile, something sinister, and something that everyone wants to avoid. i agree, sometimes i may just be that vicious and fuglying irritating bitch, but, don't i have a pleasant side too? my smiles are for real. i am really a simpleton inside, a person quite easily contented.

freak, i don't bother trying to explain myself, its too tough, too hard to describe.

had a talk before formal lessons today regarding DHP, and i think i am pretty in it.

afterall, the school did a lot for us, stuff like changing the school rules to cater to our maturity level, change of school uniforms (fab idea) for year 5 and 6, and many others.

man, i think i am pretty geared towards DHP now. :))

during assembly, we had this science quiz, with 2A, 2G, 2J and 2K taking part in the finals.

like i understood any of the questions, didn't even bother to guess the answer, unlike jolene, who was guessing wildly behind me. :) wailene(or whatever), was making silly movements whenever her class answered a question correctly, which makes it so bloody irritating. pui!

then, in the end, mr sng led this three cheers, which was supposedly for all the contestants, to applaud them for their efforts, and you know, three cheers usually goes like " three cheers for dunman high!" the words are pink are varying, according to the situation, but usually it is cheered in such a way that it is of three syllabus, but mr sng was really cute, and he went

"THREE CHEERS FOR THE STUDENTS WHO PARTICIPATED IN THE SCIENCE.."

and then all of us started laughing, it was so funny. mr sng sort of realised it was too long too, and he was like, " oh, that seemed a little too long!" HAHA. then he did the three cheers for dunman high, in the end. cheerios to my principal who drives a toyota corolla. he's really cute, right?



something i saw yesterday at haising when i was there for nationals. nice. i know, right? :))
i've changed my blogskin.

like, duh.

my blogskin, now looks like a exact replica of hejin's blog, except for the colours. did not deliberately mean it, but i jsut could not find another satisfactory one except for the previous one i used for my ahbixqish blog. sorry yea.

today was nat comp, couldn't have been more unfortunate. actually woke up at 9.30, forgot all about nat comp and being at hai sing catholic at 10 am because i slept really early yesterday.

chiong like siao, and then my dad fetched me there. was only about a few minutes late, counted not bad already, but i didnt have any breakfast at all, and was feeling kinda hungry.

watched all the cases, was quite entertaining, esp the nursing medium case where at least one of the numbers had to be down, and usually it was the number one, and it was really entertaining to watch their faces when they heard about the whole situation.

was running between place to place, and just basically thought the aa's footdrill rocked. it was so perfect, i could have like, never done it. :)

in the end when the results were announced, i felt really disappointed because our copr didn't really win any overall champs or anything, felt really sad, but afterall it was a NATIONAL comp, and i think coming into this was good enough. tiffany even cried, whining that it was unfair, i think so too. how could aa not win best footdrill? cockeye. :(

the other zones like zone 2, 10 and 9 were gloating about their achievements, and cheered like crazy. pui.

took some photos at the field outside the school, and my sqd went to white sands mall to buy some food to eat cos we were too hungry.

was wondering about next year's nationals, if my team could really make it, and how we could actually cope with all the stress. from today i could really see that the nationals were really tough, and i wouldn't know what i could have done in a situation where my no 1 actually went down. stone there, loh. just hope me team will manage to clinch some prizes for ourselves.

man, why am i even thinking so far?

i haven't even passed jnco yet.
today was the school's jogathon day. stupid, i tell you. it had practically no purpose at all.

i was really envious of the people who didn't have to run, like the guides, or the st john and npcc people on duty. so lucky!

the girls ran first, and there were so many people there was quite a competition at first. then later after about 10 minutes people started to drift apart. at first i ran with my squad but later we just drifted apart. it was really killing, sweltering under the hot sun and feeling pretty drained. but i knew once i walked i would never have the will to run again, so freak hell, i just kept running.

at the ending point, alicia, eva, and i think anges (can't really remember) was egging me on. i was pretty suprised, really. they were standing here doing duty and just jiayoued and jiayoued me like " jiayou biqi! jiayou! the ending point is close!" (something like that) when i ran towards them, and i didn't even really know them. sweet, ain't it? muacks, in the end, i got no 36 for the lower secondary. not bad, i would say. i wasn't eyeing the top 20, like hell, all the trackers were piaing like mad.

sweltered under the flames for another hour before we were dismissed, and then we proceeded to jocelyn's house which was just opposite tampines mart. her dog, xavier, is freakass cute. he's those really big dogs, black and white, and just really HUGE. he was pretty afraid of us, and loved to sniff at people's asses and genital areas. what a pervert. scared me thrice. :)

at about 5, after rehearsing for the whole performance, we went to this fashion to look for retro skirts, but our efforts were to no avail. the skirts are damn ugly.

bah, when then can i find a nice and new blogskin?
its pictoblog pictoblog and more pictoblog today! :) smiles smiles and more smiles. taken on st johns day.



this is from youth day concert! nice gary sent me this. its quite unclear because its loads of people, so i shall just crop my nice face out. :)



god, tell me i don't look stupid.



oh yes, the shiniest boots are MINE. no need to be jealous, people.



the whole buncha of us. look at my fringe, people. its so disobedient. X) and my beret is ugly. woo.



us bullying angmian, shes so cute can. poke poke her nice face cos we are jealous.



SALUTE ourselves. no smiles. heh. i look short!



this is like, the nicest picture cos i took it. no lah, it was really a great one showing our shoulder flash. :)



gee, hongsheng! this was my idea. we took great pains to shift the heavy boards, okay.
visited the NEWater plant today. its somewhere stuck between bedok and marine parade.

its pretty boring, nothing much, but there was this particular group of visitors from malacca, and there was this teenage boy who gel-ed his hair so much i think he finishes a tin of it every 3 days. something like thaddeus one, lah.

the instructor was pretty friendly, and quite lame too. when she said 'chio bu', my whole class was like " orrhorr! " because today, in math lesson, our new teacher, Mrs Janet Lee (i like her a lot a lot. shes teaches damn well), told us not to say 'chio bu' in her class because a friend of hers, said that chio bu actually means a prostitute asking for sex out on the streets. so, don't use it, okay? :) hurhurhur.

after the whole thing ended i just sort of got toally lost, and i took the bus 12 going the other way, and ended up reaching home an hour later than i wanted.

i quitted tuition. i think i can cope with such a great maths teacher now, and if really need be, i'll join tuition again. the only thing i'll miss is my tuitionmates, cherie, leon, shilbe, jiahui, devin(a little bit), mdm shida, and her house. man, how i love her happy house clock.

photos coming up. :)
i have just created this simple poll, as it is bloody obvious below. its really easy to do, hassle free, so please do it for me okay? and do it honestly. please lah. its for my own reference. do it only once, please. thanks loads. :)
i am so infuriated today. :(

i just came back from eating at the kfc near my house which has this pizza hut near it, and then because i got this coupon saying that a personal pan pizza costs only 4.90. if it was really 4.90, its really damn cheap.

of course it was really 4.90, but then the flavours were so limited! only have hawaiian, pepperoni and curry chicken. what the hell. so of course i chose hawaiian, but with a face of disappointment. i wanted chicken supreme, which was my ultimate favourite. :))))

see the bloody difference.arrgh.



this? or the one below?



obviously the latter, right? thats chicken supreme. bah. :) it looks so much like delicious!! :)

ohkay, fine about that. quite over it already.

i was boarding bus 17, and then i saw this guy looking at me from the bus window, didn't know him. when i got up the bus, i saw.. JINLENG!

hahahaha. he was sitting with a girl wearing specs, and bah, i thought she was his girlfriend. i wanted to like, " bah! jinleng is caught in the act by ME!" but i was considerate enough not to. ain't i nice?

and later, he didn't even alight at the stop his house was at. ha! another clue. god, i sound like another nancy drew wannabe. maybe he wanted to "send" the girl home, but why? why did he want to send the girl home when if she meant nothing to him?

so, final deduction, he has a girlfriend! HOHOHO! so jinleng, you are so spilled and found out because people reads my blog! although not a lot, spread people! SPREAD!

haha. joking. i don't think thats his girlfriend. they don't look.. together. lets just say i noticed jinleng like, spike his hair. gross hairgel, they stink. tsk tsk. what a vainpot. :))

my brother's sim card is blocked! LALALALA HALLELUJAH EVERYONE LETS CELEBRATE! clap your hands in joy! :))

and, btw, i love pizza hut's sweet and spicy drumlets!

somebody buy 10 of that for me, pretty please. :)
hectic day is today!

blah. shadn't elaborate on the earlier details.

tiffnay and me met outside speedcuts and tiffnay went to cut her hair. like, she was eewing over her hair, like, stupid pig, its just trimmed. :) talked about the carnival like tiff wanted to, what the shit.

then we proceded on to tampines mall, and just shop shop loh. i bought the mcchicken burger, and in the end it went all soggy cos i ate it only at huiwen's house.

then we went scouting for all sorts of accesories, and only managed to buy a pair each after like, one and a half hours of staying in ice lemon tee.

mine cost 8.90! freaking expensive, i loved minibits one with all the bling bling strands but it was far too expensive. cannot afford, obviously.

then, finally we took 29 to the loyang rise area, and reached there only at 4. we were so paiseh, only the both of us arrived late.

anyway, huiwen's house was really not what i expected, honestly. i mean, her house was indeed lovely and big, my god, i could do a whole footdrill secquence in her gate area, but her house was sort of empty and just.. empty. nobody was inside the house except her maid, her grandma and us.

bleah.

anyway, we did nothing much, and in the end, we did nothing but take ghost pictures with tiffany's digicam. rubbish. we just took ghost pics, like, the all of us standing together, and then yu jia hangs her hair over her face, and stands "hovering" over us. we are so lame, i tell you.

then all of us left the house, and we took 29. then blah blah. i am so tired, i am not going into the details.

wierd today 2 people approached me to ask for directions. the first one was in the morning, and this middle aged lady asked for directions to go to block 201. whew. luckily it was an area i was familiar with, and i gave her directions easily. the later when i was at the interchange, another guy came up to me and asked me for directions to go to tampines east cc, which later i told him to take bus 3.

funny both areas were the 201 area, isn't it?

:) heh heh.
damn.

i am getting freaking tired of this whole blogskin already. so guess what? i'm on the hunt for new ones. :)

well, and i realised i was pretty mean in my previous entry, and was being unfair to sir. but i really don't know what to think now, so i shall shut up.

yes, nothing could ever satisfy me for long. the longest blogskin i had was probably the first one done by miss toiletbowl, and that was when i first started having a blog, and god knows why i kept with it for so long.

then i started changing skins as and when i liked. poof, a new one, poof, another new one. i guess faithful readers of my blog (i doubt i even have any) will know about this particularly irritating habit of mine.

but i find it so hard to settle down with one that i really like! its so bloody tough i tell you. not like kevin, who plans to keep his blogskin for one year. that would totally be hell for me.

i found a new one. not exactly found. it was shilbe's last one. hope she doesn't mind.

tata for now. loads of plans today.

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ok. i've been fed up with this for a day now,and now its time to spill. don't care what people think, this is my damn blog.

don't like it? leave.

that day after st john day, sir junyang gave us a scolding off. thats okay, i didn't really mind, i think we kind of screwed up too.

then later he asked for the sec2s to stay back, fine too. then guess what? gave us ANOTHER scolding off, says that 'anything he scolds the corp, we get DOUBLE the amount.'. what warped logic. he says we are his squad, and he cares for us more than anything. those were not his exact words, but it was to that effect.

he said we stood on one leg and did not give him and the other seniors due respect by not adding 'yes sir' to like, the end of every sentence we said to him and the rest of the seniors. that was on the day he asked us to hand in the collections for the carnival tickets.

i just don't understand. what on earth are the seniors trying to put across? i've had more than enough. i don't mind them scolding us, pumping us, whatever-ing us, but blaming us for something we did not do on purpose was too much.

seniors always hope that the shy sec 2s can open up to them, can tell them confidently what we really think about the actvities they organize, and anything else. but on that day, i can really admit i said 'yar' to him instead of 'yes sir' when he asked me if the amount i collected was correct. i don't remeber me standing on one leg though.

i thought it was quite a casual thing then, then whats wrong with saying 'yar'? okay, we've been recruited for about two years now, and we should be mature and used enough to understand what and why we need to respect them. i really do respect the seniors. sir junyang said we should be used enough to respond properly to his questions and stuff, but hello, we've only been using the 'yes coporal' and 'yes sir no sir' language for two years. and how many bloody years have i used 'yar' and those other 'har' words? a bloody ten years.

sometimes we speak casual with them, they don't complain. but when they feel sour enough right at that point of time, they start noticing that we are not speaking proper language and we better 'wake up our idea'.

when he scolded us, all our faces were down. i guess we did not dare to face him, and all that comes with it. he commented that we always put our head down, and bloody hell, i did that because anger was flashing in my eyes, and my face is only full of defiance, and nothing more.

pui all the times when my friends asked me if it was tough being in st john, having all those pumpings that they saw me do, and perhaps those times we had many changing parades, and i just put on a smile and said that my PASSION overpowers all the tough times. it really does, people. but sometimes i think about how much my squad went through, this lumps comes up in my throat and i want to cry. but somehow i think about how 25 other people went through the same as i did, and it dissolves the lump in my throat.

i don't understand seniors anymore, i guess i never understood them to start with, i am but a mere lance coporal, a mere sec 2.

i felt really bad when i saw sir junyang scolding my sc, wanted to scold him back, and muttured some words under my breath, but that was all i could do. he was hollering at the top of his voice, in public, saying all those stuff about my sc, when i think she has done great. perhaps all we could do for them is put up a greta show for pop, then.

i feel hopeless.


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the st john 70th anniversary was well over yesterday.

arrived there at about 7.30 in the morning, there was already a considerable amount of people there. some were even in st john uniform, figures me why they actually wear it.

saw our stall, its just like that kind of pasar malam stall, with a few tables and the two games. roughly it looks like this..



um, something like that. its like that kind of typical funfair games, if you know what i'm talking about. you just roll the ball and see which slot it rolls into. 3 was the highest score slot, and each games costs 2 bucks. you have to get 5 points and above in order to get a redemption ticket, where you can exchange it for something at another booth.

we hung up all our banners, which we proudly made in only one day, it was a great achievement, considering it was in such a short notice. one of then looked like this, don't know if anyone noticed. its really cute.



drew this on the computer using paint, went out pretty much like the one we did. can you see the small dot of beige beisde the mouth? its not something which i did on accident. its actually pained by tiffany who actually didn't intend for it to be there, she splashed a small dot there, and we decided to make it a beauty mole. cute, hor?

tending the stall was kind of fun, although it was steaming hot inside there. at first me and hongsheng tended the two games, and we were more or less competing with each other to see who sold 10 redemption tickets in the shortest time. i won by one ticket! hurhurhur.

it was kind of like this cheating scheme. the board of the game was movable, so you could actually sort of control the balls and which slot it goes into. so me and hongsheng were trying to control the thing wildly, and i'm such a pro a doing it, serious. :)

we stayed there till 4, and after a while because we helped everyone to cheat the redemption tickets were sold off in a short while, we were only given limited redemption tickets so we couldn't help to cheat anymore. so everything became sian sian, and everyone was kind off just unenthu.

after everyone had their lunch it was much better, as if it lifted our spirits or something to have something in our stomachs. i tended the gomes yet again, and this time me, hongsheng, qing yi and yu jia really went crazy. as the ball rolled down into the slots, we were screaming 3!3! continously, as if our screams could actually prompt the balls into going into the slots. and our charms worked, and everything went hyped up again. even i could see that our customers were really happy and glad. we were so enthu, the whole buncha us just went along with the YMCA song when it was played. lovely lovely.

the whole thing finally wrapped up at about 3 oclock, and we counted the enormous heap of tickets we sold. and.. tada.. we sold $2000 worth of tickets! goodness gracious me, thats a whole bloody lot of money! and we gave away 3 whole stacks of redemption tickets, nothing less!

we were so happy.



tralala. as i said many many times, we ROCK. like it or not, we do. :))


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