sigh, the usual bimbos that i see today.

is the the trend or what? people are so bimbotic nowadays.

girls with rebonded hair, carrying 'fashion bags' like billabong, roxy, op, and what not. girls with the love for pink, girls with clips ALL OVER their hair without serving any purpose to hold the hair up, girls with coloured bras and short fringes... its all in fashion now.

so funny, ain't it? its like the whole world got bloody influenced by some stupid bunch of japanese girls. sigh, whatever.

anyway, the celebration in school today was extremely boring.

but the eating was fun, i must admit. june bought the 40 cents pad from the girls toilet, cos thaddeus wanted it. hoho. then very funny, jerome went to 2B to open the pad thing ok. so pian tai.

the concert was a total bore, so sian! apparently no sec 2 classes performed. haha. pathetic or what. the theme was retro party, but i didn't think everyone was retro lah. as in the performance, it was jsut average.

after the whole thing ended i didnt go back to chongzheng because mdm tay already migrate to australia liao, so me qing yi jocelyn wanting anf huifen played volleyball. then jocelyn damn stupid, so and ask the sec 3s to play with us and i didn't rlly play because i was pretty scared that i cannot hit properly.

then later they left for lunch and all of us were secretly happy. haha. played for about 2 hours, damn hot and quite burnt, then we went to get lunch. jocelyn damn stupid, she hit so hard she knock this jc girl on the side of her head, and she said she felt damn remorseful. really meh? haha.

i feel like blogging more, shall put up another post later. (: blogging hots, man!
aw, i found out that clapbangkiss, i mentioned in one of my previous entry, underwent plastic sugery! thats why she is so pretty. kinda sad, isn't it?

tomorrow's the teachers' day celebration! actually me and yinghua wanted to make sandwiches for everyone but then yinghua stupidly sand her finger in the dnt room so we cant make any more. then i think we will buy some tidbits la.

i must learn to be contented, becasue there so many things that i want, and the bad side is i'm no rid kid. damn.

i tell you something that is amazing and fantastic, single eyelid people reading this will be extremely satisfied!

fandi is a supergirl! she can change her single eyelid to double eyelid, like that! *snaps finger*
its simple, all you need is your hands!

okok, i teach you..



ok, for exmaple your eye is something like the above, very sad is single eyelid ): , just take your nail of your index finger, and draw a line when you close your eyes. wait, i show you..



draw along the red line, hor. when your eye is closed, please. roughly estimate lah. cant give you exactly.

and... VIOLA!



pretty double eyelids!

* this doesn't work on people who ALREADY have double eyelids and want triple. hoho. osmetimes it doesn't even work on those with single eyelid. sad, eh.

fantastic, eh? don't have to watse thousnads of dollars undergoing sugery to have double eyelids!

but, the down side is, after you draw, and you blink, the pretty double eyelid goes away. sad or sad? even vainpot thaddeus has tried it, so try it if you are one of those unlucky single liders! (:

ohoh, read my yearly forecast!

Even a little oddness in August just adds more color to the overall picture. As for the weekend of August 26th -- well, watch out, world, here you come.
Come autumn, your bewitching variety of talents ensnares you in something that could be serious -- if you let it be. The 10th and 11th of September offer insight to help you decide. It's spooky how sexy you are on Halloween, and the attention you get may even be (almost!) too much for you. But beware of another Mercury retrograde from November 13th to December 3rd -- say what you mean and mean what you say. Then get yourself under the mistletoe the weekend of December 23rd and kiss the year good-bye -- and someone sweet hello.

toodles till then! muackas. <3
currently hooked on a new book!



quite cool, i would say. its quite thick, about those 4 girls on the cover. i like the cover, it looks so attractive. (:

its CLUBBING TOGETHER, written by Helena Pielichaty. pretty cool, the story is about the four girls.

starting from the left:

Jolene: the runaway who's trying to do a good turn

Sammie: the girl who turned into a big fat liar

Brody: the model from the states

Alex: the girl with the voice of an angel

hoho, best part is, the cover is pink- my favourite!

glad we are finally having a break on wednesday for teachers' day, wonder if we'll go back. no use anyway, i heard mdm tay already migrated to australia. so sad, eh? i couldn;t even see her for the last time. ):

i want to win tickets to the superstar finals, but i realised that i am currently 4 hours late because the closing date was today's noon! freaking irritating! how can like that? huh?
man, this post is going to be so st john. haha.

yesterday had st john routine training, taken by our year1 seniors, sir cheehoe, sir weiquan and mdm qiaoping. was wondering why mdm yanqi never come, maybe she was too busy or something.

was dreading this training ever since i heard of it, so sian, and tiffany told me it was going to be freaking HIONG because sir chee hoe said he was going to "make us die". chea. i know we can never die, but i mean the mental thing, you know. like your will is just going to die out because it is too tough.

after we fall in we ran two rounds arnd the school, stopping once after each round to do 20 of the 4BX each. then we ran out for the school for some LONG RUN, probably to the indoor stadium, and i was right.

but when we ran there everyone was not catching up and the cheering was not very good, so after we reached some freaking condo called " Tanjong Rhu Condo " we were punished to do another round around the estate which was initally NOT PART OF THE PLAN. then we ran to the bridge, did the 4BX there AGAIN, ran one round around the area of the indoor stadium, took another round around the ENTIRE (i am serious) estate near the stadium, back to the bridge, and then finally back to school. the entire journey was about 5km, which i repeat, is freaking tough PLUS we did almost 80-100 pumpings, half squats, crutches and jumping jacks EACH. if i said i wasn't tired, i would be lying to the entire world.

then we did toc, which almost made me have blisters, cos the stretcher was really heavy. by the time trng ended my little toe was hurting like crazy as a result of the running. seh lah.

in the evening even got public duty, was at kaki bukit, some national day dinner. thne at first iw as very excited because i thought got nathan and those important people, in the end come out some small fry like mr chew or seomthing. then keep having power failures, blackouts and the microphones cannot work properly. stupid. then those dancers either dress skimpily or seductively, very sian. one time when they introduced the malay singer, i was expecting some chio and nice figure pretty malay lady. in the end, some

FAT UGLY AND OLD WOMAN

came out. SIAN!

i was doing duty with [dunno whats his name], then sian one cos i don't even know him cos he smc 1. EVEN MORE SIAN! then in only keep kuping drinks and eat the dessert that nice sir chee hoe bought for us. [its only right because he almost killed us in the afternoon] hm.

tired of tired?
finished watching the adventures of sharkboy and lavagirl in 3D!

hoho, its quite cool! i was wearing the 3D specs which made me super dizzy. but no, no, thats not the point!

the movie HARRY POTTER AND THE GLOBET OF FIRE is coming on in the november hols!

how cool is that? VERY. i finally get to catch a glimpse of cho chang, fleur and cedrick in the trailer. cedric is very shuai! fleur looks like any typical big eyed american, and cho chang looks pretty. (:

LANJIAO I WANT TO BOOK THE TICKETS NO MATTER HOW MUCH IT COSTS!

hoho.

todya mrs tan made us do pumping on the basketball court. f la, she's only our pe teacher can. but then i think damn funny so i keep laughing and laughing and laughing.

TRALALA.

HARRY POTTER I"M SO GONNA GET YOU.

you superficial, think you are pretty creature with ill-gotten gains.
EVERYTHING IS GAY!

AND TEACHERS ARE TAKING NOTICE OF ME!

what the fuck. today i got targeted, scolded 3 times by teachers. if thats not enough, i got oil all over my face and fringe - early in the morning and looked as if i was bloody drenched in some stupid OIL RAIN (if there's such a thing). stupid june! she has to compensate me for my image loss. my fringe felt bloody disgusting thoughout the whole day, until i couldn't stand it and went to the toilet during chinese class to wash my hair with handsoap.

and also, we got 3 tests today? fucked of fucked? geography, lit and math. great.

after school today yi hsin and melissa were having english test with miss wee and after miss wee instructed us to SHUT UP i actually screamed damned it loud because geraldine was snatching her wallet away form my clutches. i didn't know i was that loud either. the music was blasting in my ears and it was not like i could hear anything can.

BAH.

then she ask me to stand up and asked me if i heard her when she asked us to SHUT UP. i said NO. die off, old widow. ): waliew. i cant stand the fact that she ask me stand must i MUST leh. MUST leh. what the fcuk.

i got my clothes stained twice in a row! bad luck or bad luck? damn, i gotta keep away from june and fandi and anything liquid that had potential to stain my clothes.

i'm feeling very sian because there's a lot of things i want to do but then if i do then cannot go school. SIAN! then this saturday got training by seniors, so fucking obvious, i very scared, and after that i still got some stupid pulic duty at kaki bukit (or something to that pronounciation) for some national day dinner. if i get free dinner then its okay loh, cos i am staying there till 11.30pm. GAY LEH!

damn, my english's deproving. seriously. and i used a lot of fucks in this entry! fuckfuckfuck!

whatever. i'm reading the series of books, the BABY SITTERS CLUB! childish leh! but i hate reading novels. so fuckin thick, mkaes me not want to read it. some books damn cheapo, i was attracted to it because it looks thin enough, but the font inside is probably size 8 or something.

everything's spinning and i cant keep up. i tell you ar, damn funny.

i was walking to the vending machine today, the one at the side of the canteen, to buy the peanut thing. then i saw zhiren, thaddeus's friend. then cos i very happy so i looked at him for very long and then i finally said very happily " hi!". then he look at me like i am siao char bor then he walk walk almost walk past me then he ask " do i know you?". spastic. then i said "no lah, but i know you mar." then he give me that kind of oh-you-are-so-lame face, then he go into the table tennis room then when he come out, then he was with his friend. then he said bye to me leh! then i very happy then i exclaim to cheryl " see, he knows me now! ".

i found this picture, very beautiful, slutty and classy, i like i like.


damn lar, some people want to post pictures and actually delete a part of it. what are you afraid of? you think deleting helps? its all in reality, babeh. you want to write that, you strikeout for what? are you telling people it aint true? no wonder they say reality pierces.

say hello to the girl i am.
pah, the life of a struggling teenager, eh?

em, some people are just so desperate to look and even well, just be good in simply everything. and they think they are wholly pretty, and disgust me. but never mind, lets NOT shatter their miserable dreams okay? please lar, take pity on them. (:

today we had the kou yu biao da lesson, and cheryl cheated me because she told me the teacher was pretty. haha, i DID NOT say anything.

the lesson was not bad lar, i'm in team cai hong! rainbow, that is. hoho. i like rainbows! then i think weili drama until very cute, hoho, and shunjie is too freaking gay to be true.

i feel like taking up lessons! like, dancing, singing, or grooming! but i am so poor, that'll have to come later. i even want to buy something that costs 75 dollars okay. expensive or expensive. (:

i want to eat kfc! i want to play volley! boohoo. rock on, DARHlings.

get me lacoste - touch of pink.
hohoho. i'm watching the adventures of sharkboy and lavagirl! you know, the new movie thats primiering in cinemas on te 25th august? well, i watched it halfway already, courtesy of gary! and it even comes together with the 3d specs, which is very fun because it is half red and half green! cheap gary, he downloaded it from the internet. cheap! hoho.

today geraldine and fandi got commended by mr kiw about some macau professor and them doing something good. commended-right in front of the whole school leh! paiseh or paiseh? cool or cool? then i also very happy because i'm their friends. hohoho. then mr kiw say they are 'siao shi' so i am 'siao shi de pen you'. (:

then assembly quite funny, is people going up to give speech. samson speech freaking hilarious, about martin luthur king encouraging people to go vegetarian! hohoho.

so stupid, the vcd like cannot work leh! GARY! hmmph.
today is standard one competition!

went there early to help out, arrange the classroom tables and stuff like that, quite sian. i was assigned as a passer by, and stayed in classroom 1D for the first aid case. quite sian cos do nothing much.

the casualty is cpl ying yen, aka tim wee. history is he play soccer then fall down, then got left tibia close fracture, laceration on right elbow and contusion on his shoulder. i think the contusion was quite hard for the sec ones, but perhaps they weren't meticulous enough.. i went poking at the shoulder and they automatically thought it was joint dislocation, which was quite lame because they are only sec ones then joint dislocation wouldn't come out.

when alpha came in, i was bloody scared because i know they are not very good. then i took the camera and took pictures with it, they did quite badly but also no choice, kristian and xiaowen was there too. ltos of other viewers were also there, i think they expected a lot out of alpha because we are always strong, but i guess they were disappointed. splinting was honestly disgusting, and i heard from jocelyn that alpha's footdrill was not good also. then i quite sad, then i almost thought they qould get last or second last.

but in the end we won 3rd, quite suprised but felt happy for them, then during my falling in yahui kept calling me on my phone cos she wanted to know the results, and then i was irritated because it kept vibrating on my thigh and felt disgusting.

delta got first, wasn't suprised because i know they did well. juliet got second, hotel 4th, sierra 5th, and bravo last. hotel's case quite sad because they lost to my house my 0.5 ..

then later we went to macs to eat lunch, we damn funny cos we squash all the fries into the packaging and i suggested me go ask for a refund because i cannot finish my fries. hohoho. then in the end we stuff all the fries inside the packaging and we mash it flat flat and wrote '1' on it and gave it to the standard ones.

then late we felt like playing volleyball and we went back to school but the BLOODY STUPID security guard who lost one eye don't let us in because he said what school going to close then cannot go in. fuck lar. then we wanted to climb over the gate and creep into the school through the hostel but we scared get into trouble so we called yujia and got visitor passes into the school. feels pretty ironic because we actually belong to the school but still must get passes.

play until i tired. ~

HOHOHO.
just as i promised, i'll pin up pictures of my hair after my styling. done up using only 10 pins, extremely cool. held together with a generous amount of hair spray, and got some glitter on it too. its really lovely, looks very classy and pretty, so much so that somehow when i took the taxi on monday the driver thought i was 16. (:





its actually supposed to be a flower, but you can't really see. its just supposed to be hair twisted and put together, i tell you.

today me shunjie yahui and cheryl went to white sands to buy stuff for the standard ones, had a delicious lunch at foodcourt, hohoho its just chicken rice but its really nice.

i tell you ar, today i pin up part of my fringe for class, then yinghua told me i look very CUTE and childish. hurhurhur, no lah, actually the cute is i say myself one. ((: then i also brought my round round specs to school and june wore it to look toot.

then all 4 of us went to one particular shop (cannot say which shop because of certain reasons) and bought cups for the sec 1s. very cute one, next time i post pic. its a teddy bear one, me and yahui got 6 juniors so we bought 6 green ones for the little dots, and i bought a yellow one to share with cheryl and shunjie. very nice.

then at first cheryl and shunjie go and buy things at ntuc one, then later they come up, THEY COPY us and also bought cups, but obviously oura (as in alphas) a lot nicer and cuter. ours teddy bear, but bravo one is some stinky lemons! hohoho.

but everything yahui make me do, then i went home like an idiot because i was carrying things and packets like an auntie and the wrapping paper was poking over my head because, yes, i am very short. sadness.

hope alpha wins. ((:
fuck off, parents.

JUST YOU WAIT, TILL I'M 18. JUST YOU WAIT.
school today totally sucks like some freak.

got caught today for doing the geog graphic organiser during english class today, but miss wee is DAMN STUPID. i've been doing the graphic organiser for the whole lesson, and she bloody didn't realise until i was going to just HARMLESSLY put it under my table, then she came over and took it away. lanjiao.

OOH! I AM SO SCARED!

MY FOOT.

she think i will PLEAD her to get it back, hell, no, never. in the end no need argue with her she give me back. WAHA.

music was totally horrible, what dance cha cha cha, i think its only for desperados who can't wait to shape up their butt.

nachos, baby! my hair was no nice yesterday cos i got it styled. ((: shall post up pictures later. really nice, loved it, and it was done only using 10 hairpins. cool or cool? waha.

ate pizza today, loved it. (: did i mention how i love pizza? nah, don't like canadian, only pizza hutty hut. ((:

this saturday is sec one comp, damn sian cos i cannot watch, can only make stuff for the sec ones, there goes my cash-again. heh. but i think its worth it, hope alpha wins, like we have always done. three cheers. (:

SPA test today was freaking funny, i damn lucky sit beside a clever person like chee guan. (: i have totally no idea about chemical equations and formula what nots, i was hoping i could copy.

there was this mysterious P chemical that we needed to identify, and i did , in a clever way. i even shared my answers, people must thank me. penop something something, its a long word, and i think i got it right because shunjie told me so. ((:

horror, people. in a few days time i may be either extremely happy, or extremely sad. so wait up, folks. god bless. (:
i am currently trying hard to mug for my 20 fucking chapters of geography, but not to much avail, i guess.

tell me, are people entitled to dream? people are capable of dreaming, i think. who isn't? it just depends on how big your dreams are, about realising your true self, and who you rlly want to be.

but i am still so fucking young. i am still, and only 14. few people of my age are accomplished, and have somehow realised part of their dream. i am not matured enough to make decisions of my own, and my life isn't exactly perfect until i realise, and fufil, that undying part of me.

its tough, and with the fact that my parents are still holding the reins to my life tightly and not willing to let go, i cannot realise what i've been wanting to since young. there are many things bottled up in me, things which i want, and at the same time don't want people to know about. those are not shameful things which i've committed, they're just plainly private things.

so, perhaps i haven been happy for nothing, and i am having second thoughts about pursuing those at my age. but who can have the right to lecture me, and chide me for being a dreamer? no one, because it concerns me and me only.

i know many people have thier own private blog, where no one knows about them, but maintaining one blog is enough for me. somehow i know even if i cant get my dream now, i will, in 4 years to come, when i am finally free of my parents' grip on me.

back onto a lighter note, my parents are going to my new house AGAIN tonight, but this time i am not going with them. jsut want to stay at home, think over what i am going to do with my life, and get bring things on tomorrow.

jiayou, biqi. ((:

i'll fight on, and thanks for your words. (:
sometimes, parents are the most irritating thing in life, right?

sometimes, when you've planned something good, they come and shatter your miserable dreams, and make you feel totally powerless.

yet sometimes, they can get you your favourite phone, hair accessory, and clothes for you.

arent that oh so lovable but oh so hateable at the same time?

but now, i am experiencing the times when they are just plain hatable, and their words irritate me like some stupid fly buzzing around.

until i reach 18, i can't make decisions of my own, everything needs 'parental consent'.con what sent, i think next time when i have children i would give them freedom to make their own decisions but at the same time i would not spoil them. its all about balancing, baby.

i dont care. gonna fight my way through.

when i was young, i'd always remember i want a daughter. you know, i thought you could choose the sex of the baby, but apparently my mum corrected that thought. i was upset! then i told my mother in chinese " i don't care. i going to give birth to many many babies until i get a girl. "

WAHA! DAMN STUPID.

what if i got 99 male babies and only my 100th one could be a girl? whoa, sadness. if i rlly got only to get a girl, maybe ill adopt one or something! wah.

i rlly want to get some new clothes! but until i save, i can't get anything. at the end of the year, i guess. ((: shop shop! i love shopping alone. then you won't have anyone to change your opinion about something you rlly love, although some people do make good shopping companions. ((:
in sooth i know not why i am so happy.

i am VERY VERY HAPPY! don't ask me why, i would never spit till i'm sure. (: i just hope i don't get any objections. waha, i know you are VERY confused. all the better.

but my happiness isn't complete, until i finally blog on monday night. so wait up. :) oh, i am so elated. my perhaps my happiness is short lived, and people may even laugh at me, when they realise what i've been up to.

but WHO CARES? half the people i know don't have what it takes, and i am need to be throughly confident. yeah, half of you reading this don't have what it takes. so shut up, whore. haha. ((:

training today, was EXCITING. yeah, my foot. it was tough. (: but i liked it, somehow. i'm that kinda person where you push me harder, i'll show you. but today during footdrill i suddenly lost the feeling to do drill well, and i just slacked. i know, i know. shouldn't be. but well, i just.. lost it.

then we had toc! do you know i like toc, its fun? haha. weisong piggybacked me, and was complaining throughout the whole time. ): i got that heavy meh? only 8 kg more than him mah. ((: then i cradled him okay! i so smart.

pt was really tough, hurt my hips like siao cos i kept falling on the floor! sucha klutz. haha.

rlly scared of jnco, guess i just have to live through. (:

many pleases, please bless me for my upcoming monday. please, can? i rlly scared i won't get what i've always wanted. please, just bless me. ((:

* baoxue INSISTS that i mention him in my blog, he's my msn bf, and i am rlly blind to mkae sucha stupid one! boohoo. ): so yeah, i mentioned you! woo! ((:
firstly, i want to say Mrs Tan is so nice, so let our spring math test be taken home to do - its a open book one, and it WOULD still be considered as a test!

anyway, was surfing on xx's blog, and i found this really relaly pretty girl's blog, her name's Dawn Yang, and she is really gorgeous, and i'll post her picture up here. i hope she doens't mind, but i think you'll get seriously jealous after you look at her, she's such a prettaye person.



waha! freaking chio right? i think so too. i like her eye colour, think it's really beautiful. she is freaking pretty!

how how?

heh.

some picture dug out from months ago, at huiwen's house when yu jie was pretending to be a ghost. -.-



and on tuesday, when i was shopping with tiffny, trying to be tall, quite a successful attempt! yay!



i want to get tinted contacts! i think i will try that next month when i fell richer. it costs a hell lot more than the usual, i think i'm gonna try honey brown or something. i don't know, but no one can stop me because ultimately its my own decision. (:

i've finally decided to let my hair grow long after jnco! loving it. maybe i woultn't even cut myhair for jnco. i don't know. sucha waste if i cut if off again. then my hair would be in a bun 24/7. haha. (:
oh, did i ever tell that i wanted a new hairstyle?

i'm getting sick of my short fringe and my ever so the same ponytail.

I WANT SOMETHING NEW!

but i guess it would be pointless to be yakking over it now because i would need to have a CERTAIN hairstyle when my jnco comes. after jnco, i want to have really long hair, cos the longest i ever went was probably only 1/3 down my back. oh, that's till later, i guess.

been thinking about how to decorate my new house, or rather my new room, want to make it really nice and lovely, but i think i'm being excited a tad bit soon, because i probably won't be shifting into it until december.

but think about it - my OWN room! it may sounds pathetic because you have your own room too, but thats because you are really rich and had yours earlier than mine. whatever. i shall not give a damn. my room is painted blue, not what i really wanted, i would do better with pink. but of my new living room is already pink and beige, so i rather not clash the colours.

i decided to get a corkboard, or a noticeboard, to hang up all my stuff, and thought of some ways to hang up my earrings, both danglys and studs. yay i am so clever.

i think i would really use spotlight to get me the things i need, but sadly it has been demolished from the dbs centre in tampines. so the only outlet left is at plaza singapura, which is freaking far. so sad, eh. then the basement of the dbs centre is replaced by some vhive furniture shop and some diy shop to mend things or something.

i'm going to mug for my maths test tomorrow! ain't i hardworking? ((:
people, when i tell you what i've just watched, you'll be darn jealous!

I JUST WATCHED THE MAID!

yayness! i am so happy.

met with stupid and fat tiffany at metro at about 1 to shop shop around for her pumps. i took a picture with my handcam (i coined the word from 'handphone' and 'camera'! clever right?) but somehow i couldn't send it over to my email. so i got this picture randomly.




then that stupid tiffany say everything very ugly, so picky. so we went to tt shoe shop beside aries, then got nice shoe that she wanted but none of the size she wanted. WAHA.

then finally found one pair i thought was nice at isetan, tiffany sort of reluctantly bought it at 20 bucks. then we met this two really sweet girls from YHOPE, some youth group. very sweet, realised mabel was from that grp too, and we exchanged numbers.

zipped up to GV to collect the movie tickets, yay! ((: bought some tidbits, then went into the cinema together. woha, the cinema freaking full okay.

then the movie started, haha, was quite scared of it, then stupid RAH tiffany kept saying " hmm i dun wan to watch alreadyyy" RAHH! noisy pig. sitting kiap between cheryl and tiffany, kind of wrong choice because got scary part i must hide behind my own jacket.

it was a local show, filmed near my school (dunman high), i think. there was one the scenes where rosa (the maid) had to pick up this ball for this little boy, named de ming.

FCUK lar, de ming is my school chinese name leh. then i was half cursing and being scared at the same time. damn stupid. haha. then those scary parts cheryl kept chanting " don't waste money must watch! ". then i must keep chanting in my head " i must be brave! RAHH! be BRAVE! ".

still, i screamed like SIAO during the scary parts, i think the whole cinema heard me. really. luckily that the noise form the movie itself drowned my scream out, if not freaking paiseh leh. haha.

the movie was nice, and the parts that were scaring were not really that scary lah. watch it! i want to watch charlie and the choco factory next.

oh my, i love singapore! muacks. i love singapore for giving me two full days of holidays! bham! (:
been wondering who made me such a nice skin? its grace! yay! she's so nice!

therefore i shall give her credit althoughits in the panel over the other side already.

visit her blog! www.seventhdegree.blogspot.com . ((: many cheers.

i love the word 'copyright biqi' at the top right hand corner of the skin! so nice! haha. (: loving it.

today i made a new msn boyfriend! he is baoxue! haha. lamed.

msn hor, not real one hor. i think something got stuck in my head, i must be blind. hohoho. (:

i have a MSN BF! yay. (:
remember i was talking about the furong jiejie yesterday? i realised i forgot to give the url for her blog. her it is : www.sisterfurongjiejie.blogspot.com . (:

please, i already reminded you to prepare a pail.

today we had some dumb celebration in school today. like, er, sing that reach for the sky, and dance that dance. kinda stupid, and i was wearing this huge oversized red tee from op i bought last year during the national day sale. it was large size okay. i only wear small. (: i think that shirt can last me till the end of year 6 or something.. haha.

then after the whole thing ended, we stayed back a while for the comp train and later at about 1 we went to tampines mall for lunch. sian loh, waste my time. was going to watch charlie and the choloate factory, but the line was so long we went to century square to check it out. even worse, sold out already. hah.

so me and tiffany went shopping, and we happened to see these really cute pair of specs in this shop in cs..



tada! funky right! i think my senior, Constance, would love it! she loves micky mouse! heheh.

yesterday i went to tampines mall, and bought this ozozo wallet i liked costing nearly 30 bucks.



RAHH! haha.



oh oh, my shiny legs. muahaha.

gonna watch som movies tomorrow! yay.
oh, you know the new furong jiejie? the 'D-cup breasts, round bottom, a 50-cm slim waist and weight under 45 kilograms' woman?

i think if i post her pictures here, it would instantly downgrade my viewership (although i don't have much), and it would also be a huge fucking insult to my blog.

so, in order to jsut simply prove it, i would give you her blog link. the rest, you go view yourself, but i suggest you standby a big pail for any puking. (:

she is simply bhb.

aiyah, can't stand her.

shall blog about yesterday's training.

the training i was kind of dreading, becuase i thought it would be really tough and such. but actually it wasn't that difficult. haha. it was just ok, just pretty draining.

you know, i have a feeling that the std 3s are quite impressed with us, but i'm not sure if i made the correct deduction. but actlly, i think we never did very well, besides the fact that our morale is high, but definitely i think we improved a lot and we bonded a lot too. (:

somehow, i'm kinda looking forward to jnco. after that we can be instructors! coolness.
pretty reluctant to type this post, if you have read my previous entry, you'll know why.

obviously, some people have also reacted strongly, a pity i accidentally deleted the post while i was tracking and nailing the poster, haha. anyway, the post was something like this :

lame-ass : weere euu thiinkin of eeurself

and the next one..

shuai ge : HEY BABE.

OH NO! my secret got divulged! my gosh, i was really talking about myself in my previous entry! lame ass, how did you find out? eeyer! not fun one! *flustered face*

haha, that was so totally sarcastic. whatever. i guess i hit the nail on her head. not my inital purpose, but now, whatever. i don't give a shit.

and you know what i found out? the lame ass, and shuai ge is the SAME person. funny how this person can be two sided, really, i don't know how. perhaps she wanted to see the reaction to how i reacted to your 'HEY BABE', but hey, too bad, i know you are the SAME PERSON. and i know. i fucking know. so shut up.
oh, theres people i cannot stand. forgive me if you think you're the one, you're the bloody stupid one who decided to step into this blog.

people who know me well enough would know who she is. she's a girl. haha. like crap. but yeah, somehow. at least you know she's not a tomboy. (june, please stop glaring at me)

its someone i immensely dislike, so i find no need at all to hide it. she thinks she's so popular, so pretty, so well liked, so hot, so sexy, so branded, so fcuking rich. PUI.

well, let me tell you. you are not rich, not popular, not pretty, not well liked, not hot, not sexy and not branded. you are none of something good, and i suggest you read something else besides my blog because my intellect is simply too high for you, i think you'll sprout measles out of your skin. i hate measles, and i hate you, so you SHOULD get measles. (:

who has the right to tell me what i should do, say and write when you don't potray anything of a better example? get a life, honey, stop trying to copy me becasuse people KNOW. people know i did it first, people KNOW you followed and copied me, so be orginial. have your own sense of style.

why must you try to prove yourself this way? can't you see, and know that it does'nt work at frigging all?

girls are born vain. I KNOW. which girl doesn't care about how she looks? i do. you do. everyone else does.

hate girls who pretend to be lian, but not lian at all. you go friendster, take one damned picture of you in tube top, or halters (what the usual lians wear), smile damn sexily kay, don't forget to flaunt that body of yours, and post there and put the caption " big prettaye lian ". i betcha you'll get hate messages within one week. i bet. ((: wanna appear lian, be lian la! but too bad, lians have to be pretty, and oh, i don't think you are. i think maybe you can go to the extreme makeover website and get some application forms. hm, perhaps they'll pity you or sth?

oh yeah, do you want to get those big big watery eyes and sad smile? i tell you, i am a PERFECT professional at it, i think you could really get some cute tips from me. i tell you ah, cannot take your eyebrows, cos your eyes are so damn minute i think you have to really RAISE your eyebrows really high to make your eyes seem big. watery, i think you put eyemo, or use photoshop lah, i am gr8t at it. sad smile i must do demo, can't show here. hm. i think you make appointment with me, i give you lesson free of charge, see you so pathetic.

oh, i really think you need laser. ((: hidden meaning. don't get it? i told you to getcha ass outta here! your intellect is too low.

get a life, and be yourself.

oh, btw, i got this really nice foundation. need it? i think you do.

bitchngs' over. and i feel damned it good. ((: and oh, if you need me to delete this post, i can! sure, no problem, i'm so nice.

haha. really feel great. dun even feel like blogging anymore cos i want this post to be at the top of my post section forever. can, please?
today went to bedok there to buy hand phone pouch to protect my new phone form scratches! already got one scratch. ): not nice, i don't like, spoil the shiny black colour. haha. wished i got some polish to polish it or something.. haha. lameness.

bought this shiny metallic pink pouch, managed to take a picture of it, i think its pretty badly taken, bah. haha. wtever. i don't bother taking another one.



at first wanted the silver one, then in the end decided to get the pink one cos i like pink. (: even comes with this nice carribena (or whtever) and same coloured strap. (: i'm not going to tell anyone where exactly i bought it because its mine and no one else is allowed to have it. i'm selfish. really selfish. haha. (:

haven't been blogging properly this few days, nothing much happened.

saw the sec ones train for sec one comp, i think its pretty bad but i know they just started. haha. i hope they get better soon.. com is drawing near and stuff, and i think they really need to improve.. see them do case rlly funny, like last time when we jsut started, we were damn bad, so unused to everything.

well, i got jnco to look forward too. freaking scared of it, i admit. :( but gotta live thru it. (:
i am happy to announce that i am going to shift into my new house at 708 quite soon! okay, its in december, so it isn't really soon. but whatever. (:

there's people i think who are reading my blog that i don't want them to come. hmmph. :(

why do you think you're so pretty? disgusting, the way you try to get attention. this is for you. yes, you.