How I tirelessly search your eyes for the truth every single time.

Working has been sapping all my energy and I barely have any left.. Return home exhausted and am so thankful for off days. But this job has also made me much clearer about what I (don't) want to do next time.. and so much more intent on pursuing what I've always wanted to do despite hearing all the negative stuff. Last quarter of an hour was well spent and enjoyed because I called another agency and pretended to be a difficult client, just for fun. Think I will do that more often to see how others handle irritating clients.

I want the chance to sit down and seriously think about my future but life seems to be moving too fast for me to have the luxury for that. Wonder why I consider that a luxury when it seems to be something much more imperative in the lives of others..

I found this website, 43 things, a few days back. Have gotten a little addicted to it- I spend my nights reading the stories of strangers and sometimes contribute a little story of my own, and somehow hope that somewhere somehow somebody finds my story to be of as much help as theirs were for me. I don't know how to describe the magic but I realize that there is comfort (however little) in knowing that many others are fighting for the same thing, just in many different ways. I like how their stories motivate me to keep that faith no matter how hard it gets.
It has been such a fufiling weekend : > Sincerely grateful for the chance to catch up with tiffny, june and fandi, alicia, thad and the rest of thirteen + mr koh. Always wish weekends could be like this, and then I wouldn't really ask for anything more. More photos up another day!





Was on the phone with my younger cousins from england just now and I promised them I'd be writing to them! So excited now yay : > she even sang a new year song for me over the phone and then when I asked her to do the same for my brother she went "Oh I don't knowww". Love them! <3

Okay need to start planning what I'd be sending them! Wanna go to urban write and get all my materials already HAHA.

They make my new year so good!
It always feels a little lonely spending CNY here.. as much as I hate the non stop travelling and tight schedules when I go back it just feels SO different here. There's little people to visit while over there we actually have to gauge our time spent in each house so we get to visit everyone's. The atmosphere there is actually really heart-warming. Oh well next year I'd go back!

Dinner w the squad on friday was SO GOODDDDD. Was feeling incredibly tired after work and I was actually in a sucky mood but in the end I was having a stomachache laughing away in the train. Idk why but w our squad I ALWAYS end up having stomachaches because we can't stop laughing! Wanna have more dinners tgth pleaseeeeee.

Ethan: "What do u do for CNY here if most of ur relatives are in ipod?"

Hmm I don't really know but maybe I'd put them on shuffle to see who I'd visit first. HAHAHA. (see what an innocent typo can do)
You know what's the thing I hate to hear most now

"You have reached mailbox number 9xxxxxxx"
Shopping was so therapeutic yesterday! Finally finally visited the huge f21 at 313 which everyone has raved about. And then a lot of walking there and there around orchard before finally settling in F.I.S.H which was apparently the sister branch of fish & co? Weird dinner in which I think we both stupidly got cheated into getting the salad buffet -.- but the whole day was v satisfying hee.

I hate how I can't resist temptation! ): my hair product collection is expanding so rapidly there's hardly space to hold all of it on my dresser. Recently bought a boxful worth of rollers and mousse and today- some expensive heat protectant thingy which I bought just cause it smells fantastic. (but then again I am honestly, awfully in need of a good heat protectant :>) All that on top of my curling/straightening creams and foams! KILL MEEEE

Everywhere selling perfume becomes an evil place now. I'd just walk over and spritz on princess and immediately feel like whipping out my wallet (and a good amount of hard-earned $$). Why can't vera wang be satisfied with making her gowns? She indirectly makes me suffer SO much. ):

Sunday sunday please come soon!
I just handled a very, very difficult client. Now my heart is pounding against my chest and I feel so distracted. I really want to know. Is it fear or is it stress? What should I do? Wished you were here.

Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if you were the one
Who was spending the night

I love so much. x
Bye bye my friends don't die inside! : > Sometimes when you all feel like seeing me NO WORRIES just run out of tekong and come find me we can have lunch at my office! No need scared I won't tell your sir MY LIPS ARE SEALED :x Come out already must tell us about yr showering experiences tgth w all the hot blooded males hee!



Please make use of the chance to grow up inside!


If that is enough?