What a day to be alive.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
I'm always running short of time! Always planning when to do this and when to do that.. Wished life could be a little less hectic.
Various interesting cases at work. I feel like a little sleuth myself. Receiving calls from another grown-up discussing clients whom we can't figure out. Sometimes when I happen to get on very well with some clients they end up asking for my age.. and I get a little hesitant because I don't want them to judge. Not the kind of 'So she needs to work for the $' kind of thing but I somehow feel them knowing my age will make me sound inexperienced and make them doubt my credibility? Thought about claiming to be older but then that feels too pretentious. But I must say pretty good so far all their reactions were not too bad! One client said its shocking because she doesn't know teenagers nowadays do anything else besides spending $. I told her all my friends are working (except for those poor guys) and I swear she was truly taken aback. Says a lot about society's impressions isn't it?
I want to spend a week lazing at home and really get a good rest. Working life gets so fucking bad sometimes.
I AM REALLY CRAVING STARBUCKS NOW ): DARK MOCHA NO WHIPPED CREAM VENTI PLEASE!
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Friday, March 26, 2010
How come they're all so filthy gorgeous.
Reminder
Saturday, March 20, 2010
1. I will not be a grammar nazi.
2. I will tolerate unreasonable/rude/ridiculous clients. Even if they hang up on me. Or any shit like that.
3. I will never succumb to doing smth I actually don't want to do.
Words
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
"In the end, we only regret the chances we didn’t take, the relationships we were afraid to have and the decisions we waited too long to make."
Always had issues with being too honest. I wonder what will be the story I will tell my kids, or my grandchildren in the future. Always imagined sitting in a rocking chair with them kneeling by my side, holding my old wrinkly hands while I wistfully recount my teenage years, my first love, my best friends, my up and downs. What kind of granny would I be to them after they know my stories, my struggles and my worries? I always thought it'd be funny then to look back on the person I am now, to feel troubled about things that have such simple solutions. But then again there will always be the question of courage, there will always be that brick wall, and the alter ego that mocks me when I chicken out. I really want to age faster so I worry about other things and just.. move on.
Just move on.
Always had issues with being too honest. I wonder what will be the story I will tell my kids, or my grandchildren in the future. Always imagined sitting in a rocking chair with them kneeling by my side, holding my old wrinkly hands while I wistfully recount my teenage years, my first love, my best friends, my up and downs. What kind of granny would I be to them after they know my stories, my struggles and my worries? I always thought it'd be funny then to look back on the person I am now, to feel troubled about things that have such simple solutions. But then again there will always be the question of courage, there will always be that brick wall, and the alter ego that mocks me when I chicken out. I really want to age faster so I worry about other things and just.. move on.
Just move on.
Madness
Friday, March 12, 2010
Omg I am glued to my phone ever since I jailbroke it! Am so grateful for all the techies and computing geeks out there now (: times like these I really love love love love y'all! At first I was so afraid of jailbreaking it but then in the end it was so easy and now I don't wanna sleep even though I'm working tmrw -__- literally spent the past 2 hours downloading applications and packages and changing this and that.
On the other hand, am totally neglecting my university applications which I should (by right) place as first priority but at least let me play with my phone a bit! Really exciting to the max to be able to change and customize so many things when I already got tired of the phone.
Ok now I sound overhyped brinking on insanity. Leave me alone hahaha
What you did
Friday, March 05, 2010
In the past the question was: How? What do I do?
Now the question is: Do I even want to save you?
Disappointment.. in more things than one.
Won't brood about my results b/c above everything I'm really thankful that I've done better than my prelims and things could have been a lot worse.. so yes. Will take mc's advice to choose something I really like instead of going w the crowd or shit like that, because in his words "if you don't (choose smth you like) you will really die in university".
NOOO
While (trying to) sleep last night I kept having flashes of myself donning the chongzheng uniform and going back for my PSLE results. I am so nervous! Haven't felt all jittery in so long /: And on facebook all the teachers/seniors are giving really encouraging messages. I NEED THEM ALL!
Ok will pamper myself before going to dunman hee : >
