i tell you guys a big big secret: I AM FREAKING SHAGGED.

can't believe the 8 of us went to kuku (kusu actually, haha) island to do PD for 10 longgg hours! ): the number of people queueing for the ferry was actually kind of scary, there was so many of them & there was so many ah mas & ah gongs!

the island's really small and there wasn't much to see. we took turns to shuttle between kusu island the the jetty itself, it was so much more fun at the island itself, there was much more to see (& shop too, mwaha), there was muah chee to eat (though its incredibly expensive), & smelly cheapo tiffny went to buy one dollar hairpins.

& you knw what tht smelly did? she found out tht the clips were rusty and she decided to give them to her sister! i told you tiffny is bad, bad, bad. D:

okay there was only one major casualty on our side, this aged woman who fainted & she was fetched to the hospital. we went back to the jetty & god it was really damn boring there! there wasn't anything to do & we were so tired!

okay everything ended slightly before 6, tiffny & i went to pastamania to eat dinner. muacks muacks i love the chicken bologanese, they give so much sauce!

i think i want to join bowling when i sign off from st john! its so fun fun fun. : D
bowling at safra was not so good. i only got two strikes and three spares! ):

& then me & cheryl wantd to watch deathnote but the rest wantd to watch the prestige so in the end we watched prestige because it showed at a later time.

the movie was bloody long (130 mins) but damn it it was good. haha. took me a while to understand though, it's quite the complicated! but it's like really cool, i love hugh jackman! <3 okay i love christian bale too.

stupid people sldn't watch this. so qingyi you don't go watch kay. haha.
siva, is a diva.

i really love him! pray him be our form tcher next year. today we brought two awfully chocolate chocolate cakes to class & noodles so we cld celebrate the those people who's birthdays were coming up! :D the cake was delicious. MUACKS.

okay we presentd our plans to sir junxiang, we have to recce the place again! ): its going to be really tiring. must go when its windy & breezy so we won't be sweltering under the sun.

tmr's a day off, whee! okay there's nothing to celebrate about because we still have one frigging week of school before we finally end the term.

i've always been wanting something more, something to remedy the pain.

but it doesn't work that way, it doesn't go the way i want.

you've just got too many chances, far too many.

it could be, that all the worry is getting to me.

worrying, does it ever go away?

it's amazing how a simple line frm you works wonders, so thankyou, i <3 you.

okay i'm worried sick about whether i'm going to be retained though june has alr told me no one's gna be retained. well even if i'm not retained i'm not retained i need to study really hard during the holidays and take another exam. ): & i still have to go to malaysia!

sucksucksucks.

on another note the PSI's well below 50 & i'm so happy! clearer skies equals better mood and better air (duh). :D i rlly hate the haze it rlly just kills any good mood i'm trying to have.
i'm going to change my blogskin before anything, so laters.
mini-celebration, yo.

i finished watching full house! (: i watched tv silly today, went at it for around ten hours?

this show's a tad bit different from other dramas, there wasn't much to cry for (not like beside the dolphin bay omg i cried countless), no one dies of some weird sickness & there's only 2 kissing scenes.

laters, i'm looking at vaness! haha.
what sucks about getting poor results is not letting yrself down but letting others down.

oh man i swear i'm gonna put in my best for the nxt yr if i'm given the chance.

okay for now its time to cross my fingers, hope for the best, & move on.

you can tell me i'm optimisitic, but i'm actually just lying to myself, no?

kudos to myself for being a fantastic actress.

but if there's anything i need, i just need tht little bit of luck, and support frm malt&sugar.

<3 pH27!
home sweet home!

finally home aft checking out at arnd 10 in the morning. we cldn't stop playing bridge! (: i'm still quite miffd about not going to escape last night 'cos we have freaking 5 free tickets but it closes at 8pm so we cldn't go, b/c by after dinner it was nine alrdy.

i'm so injury prone y'knw. ytd we went roller blading & i fell while blading down this HUGE STEEP slope. :B! i tell you don't ever believe tht stupid qingyi. she lied to me, say wow go down the slope is very shuang. so i believe her & wantd to try so i bladed up & wanted to wait for wanting and tiffny to come up so i just stood there.

THE NEXT THING I KNOW I WAS STARTING DOWNHILL WITH NO IDEA HOW TO STOP WHATSOEVER,

&so i fell. it's like injury after injury! my blister has just healed, my thumb's half healed and now two ugly abrasions each on one knee. GAH.

laters.
ooh okays i'm blogging frm yujia's lappie from downtown east chalet! (:

its been 2 days since we've settled in & its been 48 crazy hrs of bridge, eating, mahjong and sleeping (though not very much of tht, haha) .

for ytd night (the 1st night) we watched a shortened version of rob-b-hood ( i gave up watching it halfway, yawn), and one rm was full of sleeping people, the other transformed into a seemingly real movie theatre. the sight was so.. fufiling, somehow. haha. so many people gathered tgther.

i've picked up bridge over here! its quite fun la haha very time comsuming. we wantd to go to the beach to play vball but the beach was rlly disgusting and dirty, and it rained so shortly aft we reached the beach tt we had to run back into the chalet for shelter. :D

checking out tmr! i feel like going to kbox but i dont hv tht amount of cash. haha. & i do intend to go escape someday though all the rides there are so boring. i don't understand why they have to close panasonic alpha 8 down! it was one of the best rides there.

i loved inverter, too.

haha i love you all too. <3

let's just hv fun before we mourn on thurday & friday.
i feel like pining you against the wall, give you two tight slaps, and then offer you ointment for the slaps.

yeah i'm tht torn, i'm tht silly & stupid.

i've been giving you chances, but all you give me is disappointment.

but then again what can i do? sit there&cry?

hate the way you step into my life, make me happy for awhile, mess it up and leave it like you never knew me.

you've just had one too many chances.
Name: BIQI
Nicks: bibi (& titi :D), fat, sugar
Name spelled backwards: iqib
Name without vowels: bq (yay my initals!)
Name without consonants: ii (wth)
B'day: 08061991
Ethnicity: INDIAN (:D)
Glasses/Contacts: glasses at home, contacts when out
Hair colour: very choc brown at the moment
Hair length: quite long.
Hair style: um like tht lor. haha.
Pets: dont hv any, dont plan to have any.

FAVOURITES
Animal: refer to last question
Band: none
Brand name of clothes: FOX
Brand name of shoes: assorted. more of the design tht matters
Candy: wrong question, i love such a wide variety.
Cereal: honey stars!
Colour: pink, red, soft & cand colours
Cookie: famous amos & chips ahoy
Day: sundays
Disney character: PIGLET <3
Drink: ice lemon tea
Fast food places: KFC, long john
Food: VERY WRONG QUESTION lol
Holiday: favourite holiday? when i want langkawi a few yrs back. haha.
Ice cream flavour: chocolate cookie fudge! ben & jerry's.
Month: JUNE JUNE JUNE.
Number: 7, my love
Perfume: my air freshener. haha sunflowers
Pie flavour: i hate pies.
Pizza topping: cheese cheese loads of it
Restaurant: Pizza Hut
Subject in school: PE, if not Language Arts
Type of music: wide variety
Type of sandwich: tuna tuna tuna.

FRIENDS
The best advisor: i dont know, best nagger have. haha.
The best hair: jiamei (i'm very very serious)
The best handwriting: myself, can. haha ok wenyi.
The dirtiest mind: shunjie, disgusting.
The funniest: zhuowen (he bloody EATS paper) :D
The loudest: wanting la who else.
The prettiest: tan jen fee. she my best friend.
The nicest eyes: eurhm. titi lau lor, eye so big.
The shortest: weisong or yahui.
The smartest: MYSELF. (thanks shunjie)
The tallest: zhuowen

HAVE I EVER
Asked out a crush: you're shameless.
Been on stage: yups.
Been scared to get a shot: not really, doesn't really hurt
Cheated on a test: yes
Cried during a movie: i cry in almost every movie, gay or wht.
Felt like you didn't belong: yeah
Fought a black belt: no.
Gone to camp: tons and tons
Kept a New year's resolution: never made any in the first place. haha.
Kept a secret from someone: most of the time
Pressed all the buttons on the elevator: like shunjie i DO have a childhood.
Stolen anything: yup yup.
Told a girl you liked her: sry i not lesbian. haha.
Won a trophy: :D a lot.
Written a love poem: yup.

THE LAST
CD listened to: no cd, mp3 counted?
Movie watched: john tucker must die.
Person that's called you: lynette
Person who saw you cry: wanting, just this afternoon. haha gay.
Person who went to the mall with: can't rmb.
Song listened to: never say goodbye, my girl OST
Thing you ate: strawberry shortcake
Thing you drank: milo

YES OR NO
Growing up scares me more than it should: definetely.
I adore getting mail: air mail, yes. junk mail, no.
If at first you don't succeed, do you try again: yup, but it gets tiring!

OTHERS
If you could describe yourself in three words: very very smart. <3
Is your computer in your room: nope.
Is your room messy: it never isn't
What are some of your favourite junk foods: chocs, candy
What colour are your bedroom walls: baby pink
What do you do when you're bored: sms, listen to music. aiyah classic wht.
What makes you happy: malt&sugar, eating. haha.
What's your favourite thing to do on the weekends: shopping & watching series!
Worst feeling in the world: tht you've let yrself down, worst feeling ever.
bad things dont come & go, tht's smth i've realised.

out of the rare chances tht i was playing bball today, i actually hurt my finger so bad its swelling like some pig trotters & i can't even tye my hair. WHAT GOOD TIME, i'm having freaking chalet on monday - wednesday & this stupid injury HAS to come up.

come to think of it, i can't even bowl anymore since i need the thumb & i definetely can't like bowl with my left hand. i can't tye my hair. i possibly need to maintain very good balance so that i don't fall while roller blading because i can't let myself fall on my thumb.

the only thing i'm thankful for is that i still can write with my left hand. besides that, everything just SUCKS.

all the complaining aside, the std3s got our JNCO roles today. the only thing i can't believe is how this year's JNCO gna be SO different from the previous year's. like, where's all the JNCO atmo gone to?

& the haze's coming back, cough cough.
i forgot to say, but my blister doesn't hurt anymore! ^^

the plaster slipped off my finger while i was showering tdy & at first i was kinda freaked cos i was scared it'd hurt when it touches water, but it didn't so i was like

YES!

since when, were we like strangers?
if i'm anything that special.
i finally finishd watching princess hours! (:

can't believe she got pregnant in the end? haha.

went for the biennale at tanglin camp today. was fun! tried out the superstar thingy, my favourite was definetely the plug plug family. haha.

chalet's coming up & i can't wait.

:D yay.
going to the bienale (or whtever) thingy tmrw! (: heard tanglin's good.

i'm glad we actually get to skip lessons, it's like superr boring. must bring chinese notes tmrw, if not later get chased out by lhl. haha.

3 more hrs of gong! :D
princess hours!

my blister hurts. LOL.
trauma-rama! :D

sweatd it out with badminton with tiffany! it's my first booking the CC place haha. okay it was fun,

but i cldn't believe i got this bloody blister on my left index just like 40 minutes into the game! how to write like that?

tmr's sch.

for now i'm going to watch princess hours! <3.

catch you later.
wonder what's the PSI today? it was really damnn hazy, esp arnd evening.

been spending my day watching gong! :D ohmygong its very nice! (pun very intended, haha)

roller-blading tmrw! (:
for the past few days i've been staying up really late to study.

so, you'd think i did well & was hardworking, right?

deedadum, you're wrong. i got NOTHING in return.

alrights its not time to brood&cry ;

its time to look at the beauoooteeeful moon.

GAH. they said this yr's the moon nicest in like, 9 yrs?

trash. i lookd out my window, all i saw was this

THICK THICK HAZE.

you knw, one mo i was complaining 'bout the kids under my block playing with those stupid candles & firecrackers,

the next mo i was downstairs playing with them. HEEE.

:D happy mooncake (& haze gazing) festival!
smth depressing happened ytd, and it made me lose all my drive for studying.

its too late for regrets, and all i'm left with are the memories.

oh fuck i'm so screwed.