immensely tired.

OP in the morning, my heart was pounding BOOM BOOM BOOM! before we stepped into the room, but our group did well :D but Q&A was ?!?! we all got about 2-3 questions! no worries though we own ha ha.

heard the science class group did real bad. HA! not that i wanna laugh at you man but this is living testimony that science students do not always win. not just our group did well but others in our class did well too. feel like shouting to them: SEE in this world chemical equations is not all that matters you presentation&answering-imbeciles.

bloody hell. should have done our modernization topic on how the perceived prestige of the science class is a negative impact.

okay on to happier things!

I LOVE 5C13

had mini class outing (why am i not surprised) to ECP. few of us there but still made the most out of it! walked for an HOUR with protesting stomachs to the lagoon food centre.. warm, happy feeling as we talked. (: loads of photos but another post DAMN TIREDDDD.

we walked a sick alicia home (get well soon girl!) and then wah hj being gentlemanly (i was extremely skeptical), offered to walk me home also. Super entertaining talk on the way home. There was once i saw a bird flying out of a tree but i couldn't be sure so i just wondered out loud "was that a bird?" he gave me the -.- and said smth like "ha ha noo noo it's a bat? or you want like vampire like edward?" after which i immediately stopped in my tracks and whipped my heard around super fast left and right, peering into the trees above and chanting "come come come edward come". huanjun proceded to laugh so hard (i'm amazed his head didn't come off) and said "do you know how desperate you sounded?!" and then I started laughing my head off because i really did sound desperate!!

i really think it's hilarious! was it funny ah? sigh i tried my best to write it out already lor you know i fail my esays one.

very lazy to entertain you already. go amuse yourself

a tribute:



For bravely taking our class amidst fervent gossips about the erratic behaviour we have; for acceding to our wilful, sometimes sickeningly childish requests.

For always being patient, kind with your words, and irresistibly cute :D

More recently, for tirelessly going through countless trials with ALL our groups w/o complaint.

we're a class with so many personalities it's impossible to count. we might not excel academically, but we do in so many other areas: our spirit for sports carnival, our spontaneity for teachers' day, our knack for surprising teachers.

if you ask me, i'd say our class is brimming with possibilities. & you, came in, took rein over us and made some of those magic happen.

if we say you have touched our hearts, we hoped we have, too - and you will bring all these memories with you to HCI.

There's no other civics tutor that can contest the kind of love you have so kindly extended to us, and you do deserve more than a hug,

simply because you were more than a teacher.

it's our loss to have to let you go.

weekends have flew past in a blur, high school musical + exciting twilight in-cinema trailer on saturday, mad wardrobe change (ha ha wenyi -.-) + dinner with the girls on sunday, breakkie this morning with family at hong kong cafe in lovely katong (great food) + shopping at ikea.

when everything whirls out of control, trying to keep it back into your pandora box yields nothing - what's meant to escape, will.
got the shock my of life when i was browsing through all sorts of twilight sites and half thought the movie was gonna show in Singapore on 21st NOV. almost fell off my chair and i was devastated for a whole five minutes until i read more carefully and found out singapore's release date is 18th December. major, major relief. and no worries it'd be some chick flick lasting only 1.5 hours.. twilight is a good 120 minutes!

of course in the process i spoilt myself silly with all sorts of twilight merchandise and movie stills which gave some parts of the movie away. so.. spoilers ahead! so don't say i didn't warn you!

amazon is selling these and I WANT THE KEYRING ): it's quite cheap sigh.


jewelry set with five different types of jewelry : edward's wristcuff, alice’s choker, rosalie’s necklace, esme’s bracelet, and carlisle’s ring. emmett must be so sad he got nothing cause he probably breaks everything he wears ha.

okay movie banner that should be a friendly sight in singapore soon enough!

prom night! edward wearing gucci here leh HANDSOME BOY YOU'RE MINE ;D (i do sound like a lusty old hag don't i haha) and bella looks just as mighty fine. she's wearing her blue gown beneath the beige cardi but i don't think it's very nice the blue is like the cobalt blue which i don't like so i didn't post the picture

EDWARD EDWARD !


And finally the cullen table!


I am going nuts waiting for the movie to come, and i feel very inclined to join singapore's twilight fanclub b/c they've organised twilight outings to watch the movie together on the 18th. Furthermore i think tickets will be super sold out so there's a better chance of catching it if i go with them since they probably have contacts.. right? and i have damn determined to get my twilight shirt before the movie comes no matter what.

okay enough sidetracking i should get back to watching gossip girl!

watched the pursuit of happyness! finally finally, it was a '06 december movie so i'm a good two years late. i downloaded it as a bit torrent file and goodness me it came with super soft audios, and it was SO soft i could barely hear it properly when i already jacked up the volumes on both my comp and speakers. so in the end? i sat on my chair with my knees propped up, my elbow resting on it, and stuck the speaker right beside my ear. all through 120 minutes of the movie.

really awkward position, esp when i cried i couldn't even cry properly cause i could only wipe my tears with one hand! but all worth it, all worth it. good rapport betwn will and jayden (will's son, reel and real) + sickeningly touching story + cute little jayden bouncing around. i love the way he runs it's soo cute you should have seen.. and omg his hair is gorgeous.


see what i mean? ;D gosh he sits like his father too haha

okay pokes it's sad-back-to-school tomorrow after i skipped school today. blame it all on last night man i was super tired!

i must say.. not a lot of people love me ):

i going to suicide bye

They tell you a good girl is quiet
And that you should never ask why

I AM DRAINED.

just back from super long day spent at SCC to bowl. i think we played around 8 games? average score wasn't restored to my previous polyester ones, but i guess it's a reactive i'm working with so have to be extra patient. gutter balls decreased though, and got my first turkey :D changed my release a little and it yielded better results, a relief to see my ball finally turning the way everyone else's does. hope my scores gets better and better!

okay i am seriously VERY TIRED we ate at aston's for super long & was hearing ridiculous stories for quite long. some were amusing, some were.. slightly scary. HA.

P/S : but i must mention i really do not adore wanye. i really don't. i hate (don't we all, actually) her kiampa face i hate her kiampa face i hate her kiampa face i hate her kiampa face i hate her kiampa face (x10000000). Plus i always remember she always the only one who doesn't offer fives when other people in our lane do well for a certain frame. Conceited or what?! just too bad she's my fellow lane mate if not i might just like her better. or maybe not. Ha.

(if you have just nodded fervently to the above: i love you, thank you - if you haven't you gotta start nodding soon)

back to the irritating blow by blow event recount haha. then we walk walk here and there talk here chat there then finally got on kow's dad's car to get home and then dragged by super heavy bag everywhere almost broke my arms when i got to my door i just collasped on top of my trolley bag i was that exhausted.

apparently for my CA my econs got an amazing 84%. i topped the class together with weifu alright! HA now look at my econs score it's barely past 50. stupid end of year papers! ):

if you're my friend i love you i hope you're feeling fine
(extra love to those who don't adore wanye)

i think i said i love you thrice so far in this post but i tell you all a secret if you love someone let him know let her know

LIKE ME i am a good role model

tell me you love me too (:

geez I'm gonna catch some sleep & you guys have have a good night's sleep too



performed badly today ): ball keep going into the gutter it was as if there's some magnet in the gutter attracting my ball and my new spanking cool average is a cute 80. pft. hate it when i underperform.

finally got my poly back from kenpro and now my trolly bag is DUPER heavy with my 11.4 pound poly + 12.4 reactive + trolley = 25 pounds thereabouts which translates to roughly... 11KG. i figured must pull my trolley with my left hand if not my right + left muscles will be uneven! also equals spending more money on cab fares b/c i will probably be too lazy to actually take the stupid crowded buses with such a heavy load. lucky no one has ever 'tsk-ed' me before when i was on the bus, like i expected some will ; if not i will just whack them with the bag and ask them to try to carry it if they think it's so easy(that's assuming they weren't knocked out by the supra heavy weight haha)

league slated on the 9th, hope my bowling improves by mega(wati) scales. HAHA i just made the funniest joke, nobel prize-worthy.

tomm is back to school day to face stupid lessons (one hour of geography?! to be exact) and hurry get our OP done.

13 days more to go
BIQI YOU GO!

did i let you know: i'm ready for anything, now

finally parted with our WR ytd at 10:30 thereabouts.

some other groups in our class was having so much difficulty handing in their WRs that i was so thankful i kept repeating thank gods in my head (almost fervently). liang ce's group especially she came into our classroom where we were doing OP and requested to borrow $10 from us b/c they had to reprint their WR. 5 minutes later she came in again, on the brink of tears and requesting another $36. We were.. well shocked and she said they had to reprint the ENTRIE WR and tzelin was gonna cab (read:cab) down to queensway to print again and then cab back.

i wonder how much they all spent? should be a well $100 at least since they reprinted + cabbed. and worse part is all these happened a good one hour plus after the deadline at 12 noon, and liang ce was blabbering in her fluster that the time was extended till 2; in the end we found out she misinterpreted weifu's words, so actually the time was not extended at all. seriously a series of unfortunate events.

DRAMA man. You should have heard her hysteric screaming/sobbing/ into her phone for her grp members to come up with the finished WR and get everything done.

ALL THESE ASIDE!

weekends = going outs + bowling + pursuit of happyness (must-watch)

till then!

I sincerely thank the gods above

that we are not chionging our PW now!

thank you for giving me competent group members who come fuss-free and extremely easy to get along with, for us being able to agree on almost everything and being able to laugh (out-loud) at our own ideas, when we're planning stupid excuses or when we decide to bug mrs chua to look through our drafts 10000x.

Anyhow doing it early definitely made life much easier today! We only had to meet to do OP and send our copies for printing. (: I heard up till now (which is a late 10.43pm), lots of people are still in school trying to finish up, and school's open for 24 hours.

IMMENSELY GRATEFUL x100 to yingying & weifu for actively setting deadlines! we're on task and hope the effort pays off too. Only thing I'm sore about is we spent &15 EACH on the printing which is a sickening lot!

okay pokies wake up early tomm to hand in WR (our baby ha) + do OP + SHOP! :DD

MUCH LUCK to the poor, disoriented souls who are struggling through their PW. Keep fighting!

i feel like doing up a polaroid wall! still wondering if i should make mock-polaroids by editing them. but it's hard to get the feel.. shall experiment then.
Love promises to encompass us all (yet we all know promises are never kept)


RESULTS!

Not good .. Esp econs which happened to be well below my expectations. a big, fat, sad, S. Literature saved my ass (to my V pleasant surprise) to give me two full units with credits to ms ng's leniency this time. All of us more or less passed .. & I scraped a D. Geography was the only mood lifter, a happy happy A, but overall still stood at B with a 69. Damn! (Miss Aw said there's high chance of moderation though, and then ray looked at me & told me "i think she won't moderate yours". SHIT HIM) And i narrowly missed being top of class because Rodion is simply too smart. ): There goes my speech day prize!

Results were generally quite disappointing .. i think i end up with USEDB, pretty much the same from my CTs. but HA next year shall study damn hard & ACEEEEE

faith in me(self)!

back to forensic heroes 2 now!
Shall let the pictures do most of the talking since I'm so tired! :D didn't really sleep much during the stayover last night the picture of us playing Signal together is still stuck in my brain.. monopoly was a mad rave and I was sadly drove to bankruptcy haha.

Watched Eagle Eye together and it left me to brood a little. Ahh negligent. Anyhow ...

FANTABULOUS US!

Sherm's fab WONDERBRA shirt!

Banananananananannana's bro's shop's pictures so many 's hahahhahahahhaha grand opening next time must go support!!

A blurry mess and yh tries to act camera shy


LOOK AT HOW HE CRACKS UP WHEN I MENTION "FRANKENSTEIN" lucky my quick fingers caught this! evil weevil yuhong.


Sherm's attempt to appear disgusted over 4 boys crowding over an iPhone producing MOOs incessantly. not bad sherm! :D

Boys are sissy, girls are cool.

Let's always stay this way! let's have another 10000000000000000000000000000 stayovers.
BIENNALE08

favourites includes the below& the family portrait that rachel goh did!

this on-site installation super cool plus can only see from one angle such that the UFO-like supreme court is right behind the aliens! Our guide mentioned something about the white bubbles having a sexual reference because they looked like nipples which is totally WTF no link?! after i referred to the much more trusty biennale guide it said that the bulges give impression that it "loses all sense of classical proportions"! siao man what sort of guides do we have?!

OKAY then when we proceeded to south beach I WAS STARSTRUCK! :D


The guy in red looks DAMNNNN like Bosco! and he's like some star or something we ALL think he looks super familiar but sigh i cannot remember who he is. zhixin keeps saying he's pornsak damn funny when he obviously isn't! He's so cute lor AND HE'S LOOKING AT ME IN THE PHOTO CAUSE (i'd very much like to believe) HE WAS TAKING A PHOTO OF ME :D stupid fat derek anyhow walk into my photo frame!

okay after i put "I SAW BOSCO WONG TODAY AT BIENNALE" on my pm it got more and more funny 'cause hanfeng thought he's my brother, then derek was semi-shocked into thinking i saw my idol, then funniest of all weifu came and asked me if i really did see him. Quite surprising 'cause i never expected weifu to know who bosco is. turns out he's hk-drama fan also so he knows.

All hail PW meeting early in the morning tomm! we're working on draft 5 tommorrow already yet there's still so damn much to do! Sigh but hope all efforts pay off and my results slip see a big fat juicy A beside Project Work.

STAYOVER TOMM YAYYYYY <3
PHOTOG POST 2/

I have no idea what I was doing sorry molly.

This is what you should do to yr friends when you're pissed. Exploit your friend today!

this photo is damn retarded! heng my blog not public HAHAHA.

I'm getting increasingly impatient .. november seems to take forever to come

& I CANNOT WAIT TO GO M'SIA!

Haven't been there in .. one whole year? Super difficult to find a suitable time b/c have to suit my parents' and brother's work times ): but never mind this time finally finally can go back! :D will be attending some cousin's wedding also and maybe I can see fiona .. AND SHOP WOOTS.

$1=$2 there so sure as hell I'm gonna bring back a lot of money so I can shop like siao. There only got one shopping mall though but it's very funny they have clothes shop in the middle of wet markets super weird but i'm not complaining!

I realised my photos of malaysia are really little so this time when I go back I'd snap millions.. MILLIONS. Then can show you all my super family and my hometown - "village".

Simpang Pulai see you! (:
I may just fall in love with you

Pictures speak better than words:

She was hulleva dancing beside me & thats when i started questioning her sanity.

this is almost the worst photo of me yet but i feel so inclined to put this up i look so funny!! my enemies can rip this photo off and start blackmailing me NOW. but i think this photo relieves stress man esp now exam period!! it's do wonders for your emotional health :D

Another act of her (in)sanity.


This is my fav photo! ;D


If we all knew moments can be so fleeting, how can we ever dare to hope something can last forever? So many things threaten to undermine our sanity .. and somehow they always get the better of us. Even when you've lost something for really long, is it remotely possible deep down in your heart you'd want it back, no matter what?

How come we never learn? We're all giving second chances like free candies. Their eyes gleam at the offer of a second chance, they grab it, and woha, you find you're left with nothing : because you tried to be generous.

Sometimes, no matter how hard you try, you know one's thing for sure: it won't work out. But that doesn't stop us from clawing, fighting, because we just want to know we've tried. We just want to know we haven't given up, we just want to know we've exhausted all the damn possibilities.

People are always saying "You gotta grow up, and take a look at how big the world is."

When we step up and look at the world, we're rewarded with?

The ugliness of human nature, yes.
If I gave you pretty enough words
Could you paint a picture of us that works?

Training wasn't so good today.. either got straight balls or overhooking ones. SIAN SUPER SIAN. it's not like i need that to keep demoralising me but still .. sigh. maybe things will get better after i get my reactive .. that's good right. right. right.

RIGHTTTTTTTTT????????
was playing with morphthing.com just now! :D

after i morph with all the american stars phweet become so pretty! i shall go do plastic haha.

BLAKE LIVELY. looks pretty weird.. like a tranny.

JAMINE LYNN SPEARS. Pretty lor! the eyes esp.

ROSE MCGOWAN. DAMN PRETTYYYY! But originally she was super pretty so all due credits to her.

MEGAN FOX. Ha ha i think another tranny look alike.

ZHANG ZIYI. Looks weird.. somehow.


DAVID BECKHAM. Ha ha omg he looks so effeminate now!

MR LION. HAHAHAHHAHAH i laugh like siao when i saw this. It's damn funny!! Tranny Lion.

MICHAEL JACKSON. Disappointing one i thought i was going to have a super ugly photo but this looks okay... i made him prettier right walau.



Finally a normal photo. Ha. Am very tired shall go sleep.
If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
You heart starts to wonder: Where on this earth can I be
Thinking maybe you'd come back to the place that we'd meet
And see me waiting for you at the corner of the street

So I'm not moving..
I'm not moving

-The Man who can't be moved

SECOND LAST PAP!

double papers today really tired me out maybe it's cause I slept at 2 plus last night? geography pap in the morning was quite a okay paper, or i can even say it's the most confident pap I'm taken so far. proceeded to the canteen to study full-force for another 3-4 hours and at 2.30 sat for the economics pap which was.. okay, but i didn't think i did as well as i hoped too. I was half nodding off when I read the 4 extracts for case study I was so tired!

): shall try to get back some of my sleep tonight. or maybe I shall re-read breaking dawn it has been seducing me every night when i sit on my bed reading those thick piles of annoying notes! on a sidenote, powerful me has managed to finish watching the first season of Gossip Girl, and has moved on to the second season .. now i'm waiting for the 5th episode with bated breath :D

slight shopping tomm? haven't gone to orchard in a long, long time. FAN-TASTICCC (?)

pretty funny how i put 'If you see this girl, can you tell her where I am?" on my nick on messenger and someone came along and asked me "wow your song called the girl who can't be moved??"

QUITE FUNNY! ha ha i was very amused by it, took me awhile to understand .. must be the exam stress.
Flopped elit paper. :D goodyyy.

3 hours of continuous writing didn't really have effect on my hand which was really weird. But ohwell just when I thought I did okay for the poem! Apparently not ): my theme was -Perfection is attained through conformity which I thought made a lot of sense but after everything ended and we discussed answers it was more and more obvious that mine was.. off track. Like since when did conformity come into the picture?! SHITZXZ I can SO foresee my death. When wanting asked Alicia Ng and she said the theme is the CYCLIC NATURE OF FUTILITY! SIGH but I'm quite sure no one came up with that. Omg our answers were super varied not even along the same line of thought! And besides Ms Ng was so bloody strict she just confiscated Zhixin's book like that 'cause she left some impressions too impressed (: !

The second and third essay was shitty too. Now that I think about it I think my points didn't answer the question. The only thing I'm happy about is my time management I was very consistent! Each question got 1 hour which I spent 15mins planning, and then 15mins on each of my points. I distributed my time perfectly I never spent more time on an essay then I should! :D and the length also super standard all 3 essays got 3 pages HA.

Alright man I shall bade temporary goodbye to stupid Mr Shakespeare who is so free with his time I'm surprised he had so much to write. He must have had not much of a life. But I cannot afford to offend him now?! I think he's like omnipotent so later he make me fail.. so HUSHHH.

Actually time consistent also no use i know ): ultimately it's how good my points are. I hope everything works out.. and like derek said,

JIAYOU ALL ECONOMISTS! (and er, geologists!)

Gossip Girl:
I shall see you tommorow!
You know I love you!

xoxo, (Pseudo) Gossip Girl



Shitty thing: I keep thinking Othello and Tempest is gonna be tested tomm = my brain is majorly fried and not functioning well. I MISS BERNARD AND JOHN THE SAVAGE.

Math paper was a complete killer, but I feel slightly more confident than CTs. Which means = still fail. HAHA. but i'm still sore about the vectors question which i totally didn't do (the little part that I did, I did it wrongly) and then derek dropped me the bombshell: it's a similiar question to the NYJC vectors question. -.- SIGH!

I brought it upon myself, I did..

ELIT tomm i'm wondering if i should drive my midnight train today.. I guess.

good luck to the chem students tomm, and fingers crossed for us shakespeare fans. :D