BESTEST NIGHT! ♥

(JOEL IS SO IRRITATING! ming ming this photo very dark right only his face like the sun then i tried to brighten the photo but then his face becomes SUPER BRIGHT until cannot see his features properly. GRR!)

Shall start off with the night first!

watched 4bia with yh thad kow & wenyi, and with ray samson derek zr in the row in front of us. basically it's 4 short stories featured within one movie, and i must say the last one was THUMBS UP damn good. only wenyi that kuku don't dare to watch but luckily i was sitting far away from her if not she will keep pestering you & asking you what happened! so irritating right tsk.

ah this one must mention:

i was at topshop happily browsing through the earrings/clothes when thaddeus marched right up to me and was like "eh come" & with a FUCKING SERIOUS FACE grabbed my wrist and almost dragged me out of the shop. i use "dragged" because i had no idea what happened & i thought smth bad happened to someone, so my steps were short and stunted i was just following him. i was so scared and shocked, my brain was going into double quick time so many thoughts were racing through my mind i cldn't decide which was more realistic to think: wenyi fainted? sherm got injured on the way here? somebody got heart attack? boys got into a fight WHAT WHAT WHAT???

even worse when we got to the topshop entrance i saw yuhong wenyi kow standing here waiting for us: obviously nothing bad/serious happened to them, then thad turned around and said "we don't have a lot of time to wait for you to shop you know" (or smth along those lines)

WTH. need to use this kind of method to get me out of the shop? I WAS SO SCARED MY HEART WAS LITERALLY IN MY MOUTH WHEN HE CAME TO PULL ME OUT! i just cldn't comprehend in time then what cld have happened to make him suddenly come and pull me out of the shop like that. HATE YOU YOU IDIOT.

then again thad yr acting not bad can go join mediacorp or something hahaha. it might seem like i was over-reacting but it was really just untimely, and to experience such two feelings (indulgence in shopping and then some idiot half-devastated me with his actions) in such a short period of time was just.. unthinkable, & it took me some time to calm my nerves.

YOU OWE ME ONE HOR!

thereafter sherm & jm joined us for dinner and over dinner we just kept arguing over what placing we got for the appreciation night in last years lvl camp cause we cldn't decide it's 2nd/3rd. SO WE STARTED CALLING EVERYONE WE KNEW FROM 4G/H/I to confirm our placing and it was mad, mad, mad. we even split into two teams one taking the 2nd side & the other 3rd, and for every person we confirmed placings we would MAKE A HELL LOT OF NOISE (ie the winners would be screaming and high-fiving and going "YES!" & the losers go !!! and start browsing through their phonebook again frantically to see who's left to call)

team 2nd eventually lost in the end 'cause leeyan helped us to check mel's blog archives and SIGHHHHH i really cannot believe it. BUT the whole process was so fun! :D sat down on the open grass patch at marina and just chatted, chatted, chatted.. (& joel came along too)

it was great, fabulous, & warm. time just seemed to pass so fast, and i was trying to hard to savour each moment perfectly so i would remember it just as it was and making sure i would never, ever forget. it doesn't even feel like we're all in seperate classes & everything!

I ♥ Us

i really really do. promise we'd always stay like this, happy, together, perfect.


HAIRSPRAY '08


we won 2nd for dressing up! :D

frenzy in the morning 'cause we had so much to do: hair (most impt) make up and dressing up. wanting was doing my hair and i was doing zhixin's hair! sigh i don't know why but the curls i did for everybody was PERFECT if not at least nice but when i got to doing my own curls it SUCKED, and i think i was having waves more than curls. & nobody cld do my hair for me somemore ):

hee okay that was small problem after all of us dressed up everyone was so so gorgeous!

so why should we even be surprised we got 2nd right? :D

5c13 <3

And it was then i wondered, if it was obvious to the others, that my face was glowing with the touch of happiness, if they could sense blithe in my every step.

it was that imaginable, it was that tangible.

The hearts that i love can only hold this much - us, us, us.

(:

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Derek dressed up as Santa for cineodeon ticket sales, and he was SO CUTE!


his makeshift beard was like a quash of toilet papers and his belly was HUGE cause he hid his schoolbag underneath the costume!

& on a sidenote
:D everything just fell so nicely in place today.
We should suspect the rosy glow of the past; it is being seen through the jaundiced eye of the present.

Perhaps you'd never think this is to you, for you:

how do I tell you
that i'm sorry you didn't even get what you should?

i don't know if it's another proof that life isn't always fair, yet the only thing i know is: you deserve better (& how i don't). that i shouldn't be seeing another word, another expression on your face, that would make me feel almost.. guilty.

you have been silent, but you have been there. thank you.

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& then there's you

i feel like the old you has died, so long ago
and now a monster has slowly devoured you, & taken your place

so can the old you, don't Rest in Peace, don't Rest in Peace?
come back.

defeat the monster.

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wow.

yes, that was my (silent) reaction. sort of took my breath away, too, but then i started thinking about everything else that mattered,

and i wasn't so sure anymore.
been raining pretty frequently these few days..

& coming along with the rain, a pensive mood. perfect to tuck into the blankets with a warm cup of milo and a good read.

I guess I knew you once.

is this how we are engineered to feel when it rains?

have you ever?

"Imagine you are a soldier under Cao Cao's command and you are preparing for the offensive against the opposing armies. However, you've heard of Zhou Yu and his reputation: that he is a man not to be underestimated. Write a letter home to your family, relating your feelings and thoughts about Zhou Yu."

STUPIDEST QUESTION THAT I HAVE SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. keep asking myself why the hell am I tearing my hair out over the red cliff assignment at 12 midnight sharp when I should be studying for math/econs!!

AHHHHHH! I HAVE LIKE HAVE BEEN LIKE A CAO CAO SOLDIER REINCARNATE OR SMTH TO DESERVE SUCH A STUPID QUESTION.

CAO CAO WOULD HAVE STRANGLED HIMSELF TO DEATH IF HE KNEW HOW MUCH ANGUISH HE WAS GOING TO CAUSE POOR LIT/CSC STUDENTS IN THE 20TH CENTURY.
from years ago during a'div nationals. i don't know what i'm doing :D
haha just webcamed with zhuowen too! :D super super funny he kept making me laugh.

for once your face quite cute leh zzw!



he said my sideburns very long then he started pulling on his own -.- and say mine twice as long as his yada



he show me all his things then take out ALL his money keep waving in front of the camera hahahaha siao! ask him to pose with the money then he just stuff all the money in the camera cannot even see his face! this is much better:



then he tell me "ok you wait ah i ask jay chou come" then he show me this:



stupid boy hahaha but you're very cute so i forgive you. missed you! next time we have ugly face competition k i bet i'd win :D
been waiting for this day for pretty long..

and it finally comes..

4 consecutive strikes & my new high score!

when i finished my 8th frame with my second strike i was telling myself not to get my hopes up about getting a turkey, because every single time i keep praying for a turkey i'd never get it. kow says it's (4 strikes) called a hambone? so i missed up my chance to get my first turkey, and got a hambone instead. my first milestone! (so technically i haven't got my turkey yet isn't it haha) & attributed to the strikes renewed my highscore too.

about the highscore it really comes a surprise b/c i never thought i'd surpass my prev highscore during trainings cause i tend to perform better when i play competitively.

after my strike in the 10th frame suddenly everyone watch me play and that's where things got super stressful -.- so i waited very long before i finally felt ready to bowl & coach say i wait so long until i lost my momentum already ): & yea it's true!

if i sound like some braggart i really don't mean to - turkeys/consecutive strikes and very very common, but it's just that i have been waiting to get my own first turkey for really long.. really really long. and i've gotten so exasperated with myself for always letting turkeys slip by i don't knw if anyone else can fully understand how much this means to me.

well nevertheless today has been good & plus i found my breaking dawn somemore so it's like really good day!

i hope today's results precedes better ones :D
my body is acting like some hissy bitch! i feel like throwing up but somehow nothing comes out and i feel more irritated than sick. there's like nausea and the sickening gurgle in my stomach, all signs pointing to a throw-up session but my stomach just refuses to throw up. ARGH

i hate it hate it hate it. Sick then sick right get it over and done with throw up then throw up then it still wants to play games with me and let the super super super sickening feeling plague me. ARGH

i'm sorry i know talking about throwing up isn't exactly cool, but I'M NOT IN THE MOOD to think about that. the weird thing is i know i'm super not prone to throwing up; the last time i threw up was probably in primary 3 cause i had chickenpox. SO WHY NOW?!

ARGHHH
midnights have been turning into a total bore b/c silly me has left my breaking dawn in school ): i'm quite sure it's either safely locked up in container classroom or stolen by some stinking retard. fingers crossed i'd get it back!

most awkward of (and one of the most embarrassing) encounters this morning. intended to give a full fledged account here but i figured that might make me sound like some blabbering idiot so.. there. silence is golden. :D

i can't really describe how i've been feeling these few days: sometimes i feel like doubling over with laughter because.. oh well. actually wrote a huge chunk over here but decided it's friends-only material, so shit blogger who doesn't have the brains to come up with that yet.

let's just say..

vindicated
1. The person who last tagged you is
Shunjie Goh

2. Your relationship with him/her is
Ex (and considerably still is)-Squadmates

3. Your five impressions of him/her
Ardent Camera Whore, the catwalk person, the act sexy, the crashandburn (suicidal?? Ha), the um fellow no 3! :D just remembered

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
Let's see.. "helped u chiong some proposal for anco". He say one haha.

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
"the Squad rings are GAY."

6. If he/she become your lover, you will
cannot really imagine.. hee maybe i'd make sure he stuffs himself silly with food, and then send him off to some permanent TAF Club programme!

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be
stop puckering your lips at the camera lens all day and uh like be more generous and get me LG Secret too. :D

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will
make sure his life is living hell (which isn't exactly hard to do) ie. Keep all cameras away.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
cannot stand him anymore. Hahaha.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is
persuade him to give me his LG Secret.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
Generally fun to be with, and talk to as well. Mostly optimistic despite being irritatingly evil sometimes haha.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
DAMN GOOD. Right? :D

13. The characters you love of yourself are
What bad english tsk. I am.. if i might say, suprisingly tolerant. and how i can eat about 16 drumlets at a go without feeling guilty.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are
Give in very easily. Soft hearted. Sometimes i can be.. selfish. hee.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
Someone who can make people around me geniunely happy

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them
Loving me is the most rational decision you're gonna ever make in your entire life, & I appreciate you for that. (:

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons of whom you wish to know how they feel about you
Wenyi
Thaddeus
June
Zhixin
Melissa
Wanting
Alicia
Lynette
Hansen
Jennifer

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with?
Wanting: UH let's see.. her loverboy hahahha I DONT KNOW.

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Hansen: Male

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Jennifer & Alicia: Lesbians considered a good thing?

21. What is no.2 studying about?
Thaddeus: Physics? Some funny stuff I'm not interested in.

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
June: Just yesterday!

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
Lynette: Black Eye Peas

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Wenyi: Does not

25. Will you woo no.3?
June: Eh. Gender clash aside.. MAYBE. HAHA if i say yes she'd get swell headed.

26. How about no.7?
Lynette: Same applies :D

27. Is no.4 single?
Zhixin: I'd say no. Haha.

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Melissa: Chan

29. What 's the hobby of no.4?
Zhixin: Volleyball? and possibly eating haha.

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
Melissa & Hansen: Don't know each other

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
Thaddeus: He doesn't really study, but if you want to talk about it.. Dunman High.

32. Talk something casually about no.1
Wenyi: She's a fabulous friend!

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
Lynette: in that romantic way.. No. haha.

34. Where does no.9 live at?
Hansen: Uhh crap I don't think i remember.

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?
Melissa & Wenyi: Bad english again. But no they're not.

37. Does no.1 have any pets?
Wenyi: Uhh No.

38. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Lynette: to someone, probably yes.

39. What is no. 10 doing now?
Jennifer: Online and talking to me.

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Okay finally finished doing this quiz SUPER LONG omg. people i tag don't have to really do the quiz i more or less only named you all for answering purposes.

Anyway it was a sweltering hot day for the cross country run at changi beach today but nevertheless our class runners were damn good and our class got first for team!! YAY 5c13 has made our mark alright!! :D

Fun Run: 3rd for girls. :D Sherm is one stupid girl i was running ahead of her at first then she was like eh biqi slow down leh then afterward when we've turned the corner she shot off in front of me! HAI. and then later near the finishing line some junior took over me ): But good run nevertheless


"You listen to me, Edward Cullen. I am not pretending anything for your sake, okay? I've never been so happy in all my life - I wasn't this happy when you decided that you loved me more than you wanted to kill me, or the first morning i woke up and you were there waiting for me... or when you said 'I do' and I realised that, somehow, I get to keep you forever"

-Bella

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He stopped without warning and pivoted to face me. His expression froze me again.

For a second I was just a kid - a kid who had lived all of his life in the same tiny town. Just a child. Because I knew I would have to live a lot more, suffer a lot more, to ever understand the searing agony in Edward's eyes.

He raised a hand as if to wipe sweat from his forehead, but his fingers scraped against his face like they were going to rip his granite skin right off. His black eyes burned in their sockets, out of focus, or seeing things that weren't there. His mouth opened like he was going to scream, but nothing came out.

This was the face a man would have if he was burning at the stake.

"It's killing her, right? She's dying."

"My fault," Edward whispered, and his knees gave out. He crumpled in front of me, vulnerable, the easiest target you could imagine.

-Jacob

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No way to deny Meyer is darn frikking good. :D Approx halfway through the book & so much has happened! Actually cried when i got to reading book two within Breaking Dawn itself, like finally readers are allowed a peek into Jacob's innermost feelings and all which got pretty heart wrenching sometimes.

till then! (i shall plow through the book ASAP!)


WA HA HA HA HA
swear my tuition kid will be the death of me someday.

was going through her composition and was actually rather pleased she finished the two essays that i assigned. it's like rather surprising b/c i know how much she hates doing compos. In the end guess what? (you're probably right)

SHE COPIED FROM SOME CREATIVE WRITING BOOK!

sudd her essay got things like "car's windscreen was smashed to smithereens" & "the driver lay on the blood stained road with a violently twisted ankle" and i know such vocab never existed in her little head.

maybe somehow she thinks i am so incompetent as a tuition teacher that i cannot tell her sub standard english from her suddenly improved vocab! I NOT BLIND OK!

i don't know if i had enough reason to be fuming mad but i was & i really wanted to scold her!! but HAI in the end i tried to imagine myself swallowing my anger each time i swallowed (literally) & told her quite nicely (i think) why she sldn't copy etc. :D i'm good at anger management!

in the end i thought the softer method works better on her so i told her to redo her copied essay and gave her another new essay assignment; if she gets above 30 (max mark's 40) i'd get her something nice.

i think her mother realised i put in A LOT OF EFFORT to teach her so i got an extra twenty for this fortnight's pay. Blessing in disguise!

p.s. pray to my holymama that i get my breaking dawn tmr PLEASEE
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