school was, well, one of the more eventful days. or should i say its been all rather eventful lately? ytd mr leong shouted at our class, and yeah i actually teared b/c i felt so sad for and b/c of him. YES VERY CHILDISH, but its ohkay nevermind.

and tdy mr hong had to make us upset/angry, and i feel so emotional i can almost just bear to hit him. and then wenyi and me started crying and wenyi lookd like she was the casualty instead. (:

so many things haven't been going well lately. on a slightly happier note, i'm going to india. yay.

what if you won't see me tomorrow?
had routine training yesterday, there was some screw-ups here & there cos' of the seemingly bad weather.

but no matter, i think the std3s are loving us more now. haha. they actually gathered all the instructors together after training, did a cheer for us and squeezed all of us together like ... haha you get the idea. its quite sweet of them la. okay so maybe afterall i'd cry at POP. mwahaha.

i wna go india too! & reading jiamin's blog it doesn't seem like she can go. ): my mom's still thinking about it, please say i can go. sounds cool we can see taj mahal somemore! one of the eight wonders lehhh.

it SUCKS my com can't detect my mp3 and i totally can't input new songs into my mp3, and its been forever since i last did. my brother came back from m'sia with a webcam and a microphone, and once its been installed i can have video conversations with my relatives in m'sia, totally free! COOLNESS.

there's a lot of things to do! tmr we'd be meeting to do physics. we are cool.

&its all coming back
wohamygod comp train finally started today, it felt really weird to be doing CPR again, & it totally didn't help that now each CPR cycle is 30 times rather than the usual 15. Makes me bloody breathless.

math test & routine training tmrw & i'm not really looking forward to it. ): school life's a pain sometimes. physic's boring me out b/c i totally can't understand anything, and math just forces you to stay focused cos fang might ask you a question anytime. i was very attentive in class today! :D

and you don't know how much that hurt,
and you, you're saying those things i said,
those things i said,
before you loved him too.
sigh, jiamin says "we grow up too fast". haha.

went to buy chocs w wanting & zhiying at ntuc today! & when we were heading back to the interchange we saw situ bi and wanting was like "SITU BI!" (super loudly & you know how loud her normal voice is already) then me and zhiying went "where where?" and she practically shouted "90 DEGREES!" and by then situ bi was already looking at us.

bought muah chee! <3 the strawberry one. who wants to buy for meee.
went to orchard to shop today. was looking arnd till we saw FOX, and -.- like our usual selfs we cldn't possibly pass up the chance to not go inside. I FOUND MY PINK AND BROWN SWEATER i've been looking for bloody ages but instead of the sweater i used to look for its a pullover now, and considered as a new arrival = no discount. ): but ohkay la it wasn't that much a waste cos there wasn't my size either.

when wenyi tried it on very long after i didn't want it, i told her "eh you look not bad in this you may wna consider buying it", she did this:


and fretted & contemplated whether she sld buy it or not. crazy woman. haha. but its really nice la! if got size P i confirm want.


my signature twist pose! haha. i dont know why lor hen shunjie said it was my signature pose and i was like "whatthehell" but ohkay now it is. haha. but i do realise i look stupid.


see lor. the sweater is meant for me to wear.


actually i dont wna kiss her one. & you guys i tell you all at first she don't wna buy this shirt then on the mrt home she suddenly decided "the more i look at it the more i can't don't buy it". SIAO!



i hate my arms i hate my arms.


had SNCO POP yesterday!

didn't really feel like going b/c it was going to be, a long long 8 hours in school. but its last chance to meet campmates so yeah.

had mostly footdrill training in the morning for the parade, which we lastly did not get to display at all b/c of the bad weather. ): then we had our workplan seminar, and then our presentation of ranks in the LT. my god you sld have seen their LT its so much bigger than even dhs's auditorium, its like twice the size and even their LT chairs have cushions! luxurious or what.

the buffet was really good though we had to go off for casing of flags in the middle of the meal, and aft tht we resumed our eating. stupid zhiying actually poured the yam paste (which's supposed to be a dessert) onto her rice thinking it was gravy. Later she still said "VERY NICE!". hahaha.

toodles-
lessons are boring boring boring i don't know why but i felt damn sleepy in class today. ): didn't have meeting like we intended to and adelyn & some others wanted to go TP for their open house. Didn't go cos i won't be transferring to TP anyway, i'd rather go home & slp.

really long day tmr & i dont have time to think too much.

Later
its been four days at school, and its been going quite well, i don't sleep at all and the only lesson which gives my insane urges to sleep is physics, esp when the lesson drags over 2 periods. ):

dont feel like blogging these few days, and POP is coming really soon on sat and on sun i'm meeting both blogshop owners to collect my stuff yay! :D sigh i guess i really need to start revisig on last yr's work i forgot all about them alrdy. i must be a good girl this year i really must.
& somehow the world seemed a tad better, b/c

" PIG, study hard. Stop making me worried for you: D"

haha aren't you scared aren't you scared.
fck it i tell you guys a secret kay i'm pissed, i'm feeling really lousy and i feel like a can strangle a certain someone now.

i hate this world i hate this world i hate this world why cant i be born in mars or pluto or something like that. i just wna stop worrying about stuff stop hating stuff why is it soo difficult. this world is out to screw me.

out to screw me out to screw me out to screw me, I HATE YOU ALL. FCK YOU but i'd live on i'd press on i'd show you all.

SCREAM.
yawn! I AM SO TIRED.

met with wenyi this afternoon intending to eat at pastamania and then that stupid vain woman wantd to buy makeup so we wasted a lot of time. AND THEN AND THEN we went to pasta to have lunch right and we were babbling and talking very loudly about what to eat and then i looked up at the cashier, and immediately i saw this very very familiar face but i cldn't think who, and then i looked at her nametag and : FANGYUN.

:D hahaha. aft getting materials we started on our calender and we took really long to not even do half of it. LOUSY WENYI. haha but i really love our cover its really really good and sparkling and gold. can't wait to finish it.

i can't wait for march to come, actually. haha so random, i'm thinking of changing my skin but somehow i'm not getting tired of this skin. eh not bad eh! i used to get tired of my skins super easily. i must have matured, i must have.

finally dug out my brother's graphic calculator today, and coincidentally he called from thailand so i found out how to access his games, and YAY i have a lot of new games to play on the calculator.

26th May.
yay i shall emo-blog! NOT!! hahaha borat.

today was maintainence day and it wasn't really great, things moved really slowly and you know how much i hate doing stockchecks. & tmr's there's SNCO course day 3 and that's impossibly and really really boring, i really don't feel like going. ):

i really want june hols to come soon so i can sleep my ass off every morning and i can at least work and get some money for myself to spend. and then my birthday's come and i get a lot of presents and a HUGE birthday cake and i can finally watch some really good nc16 shows and i can feel very happy surrounded by all my birthday presents and when 25th comes i dont need to buy presents for june and i can just return her her fbts and i am a really really happy girl.

haha i'm mad.
went over to suntec to have lunch w jiamin and wenyi a few days ago, but well tht's not actually the point. HAHA. after we came out of pizza hut we saw the fountain of wealth and we're like supposed to stretch out yr right hand, make a wish and walk arnd the fountain 3 times. all of us did that and it kind of felt foolish actually cos we're just like closing our eyes, touching the water and walking around the fountain like some zombies, but still you know, the dream never came true & i'm kind of disappointed. fountain of wealth's a bloody scam.

well okay i didn't really expect anything good to come out of the entire idea of making a wish at some man made fountain, but still, you know, i expected some magic to happen somehow. i must have been too hopeful, haha. i can't really believe all of us are 16 already, it seems like sec1 orientation was just yesterday. and with getting older problems don't decrease, they pile on you really bad somehow. :x

alright alright i shall stop being a emokid. i really somehow enjoys lessons now, i really like our class, i really like the classroom and this time our studying environment and tchers are much better than last year's. i love the aircon though it gets really cold sometimes, and makes it really really conducive for sleeping instead of studying. our exams come in late aug canyoubelieveit.

can't wait for valentine's, can't wait for cny, can't wait for my birthday. :D

stand with you.
i dont know why i suddenly feel very, very empty.

why must life at 16 be so hard?

Night.
BACK. my foot hurts.

met up with wenyi tday to get presents for her sis and hongyi, we went to ICON and haha it was our first time there i didn't even realise there was such a thing there till adelyn&shunjie told me about it and since we've never been there before we decided to go there shop shop arnd a bit and turns out it's just behind bugis junction. wow what a long sentence haha.

the shop area's kind of small though there's actually 6 levels of shops but there was this shop full of expensive but really nice mostly-handmade jewellery and gosh did we spend a long time there. there was a lot of things to see there and i fell in love with these red diamond heart shaped studs and its bloody lovely i tell you BUT the lady said they're reserved for another person so i can't have it, and its the last piece somemore.

): god i was so disppointed! it was damn gorg and i really wanted to have it and in the end the lady called the person who reserved it whether she still wantd it, and the woman who reserved it told her that I COULD HAVE IT YAY! :D really made my day.

got my phone jeweled at another shop, haha actually i just bought the jewels but the guy there offered to do my phone for me if i wanted so i agreed. i love ICON staff they're damn friendly and helpful did i mention? haha.

long day tmrw gotta slp early.
just finished watching marry me! it wasn't a great show & seemed like a very low budget show but ohkay la at least mike was there to make up for it. (: out of the 22 discs i skipped arnd 7 dics cos it was so boring! lol.

these few days in school was mainly orientation and choosing the new class committee. geraldine's the new chairperson (g.din.din! :D) and yi geng's vice chair. FINALLY disposed of my kind-of-useless role as monitress. Extreme was quite fun but our facils were kind of zzz.

extreme had already got me quite burnt around the face area but it wasn't so bad cos the burn was just pinkish, and then ytd after orientation prep my face just turned totally red. and this time it HURT. RAWR monday still got orientation and we'd still be in the sun! don't utd why this time orientation must be in the field.

my mum and brother's overseas again and most of the time i'm alone at home. ): i miss them.

how about i be nothing to you, how about pretending i never knew you.
my my i've discovered Diva's website and my i saw a lot of stuff i loved. its those international website so i don't know if they sell whatever i want in singapore and i can't check either. but i;ve sent an email to them and hopefully they'd reply! (:

went shopping at vivocity ytd, and my legs felt damn tired. haha i don't think they've recovered from the shopping spree with ms tang yet. went into fox again to look for my sweater, and they've only got the light and dark brown ones so in the end i got another piece. BROWN OKAY! haha.

aft tht we headed for courts cos my parents wanted to get a grill. there got a lot of people! a lot a lot. and ikea was flooded as well. i can't imagine when giant opens. we waited for 15 mins for parking space cos it was so flooded, all the parking lots were full.

Morning, baby.
ohmydarlings i'm quite the excited cos i'd be going vivo later to check out the FOX there for my sweater! (: i guess if vivo's out too then i'd be a very very very sad girlie. :x

mmmm..to the left
to the left
Everthing you own in the box to the left
In the closet, that's my stuff-
Yes, if i bought then please don't touch(dont touch)

And keep talkin that mess thats fine,
but could you walk and talk at the same time-
And, its my name thats on that jag. so go move
your bags let me call you a cab

Standin in the front yard tellin me how i'm such a [fool]
talkin bout, ill never ever find a man like you,
You got me twisted


You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute,
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute, baby

You must not know bout me
You must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin,
your irreplaceable


So go ahead and get gone, call up that chick,
and see if shes home
oops, i bet you thought, that i didnt know,
what did you think, i was puttin you out for...
because you was untrue, rollin her around in the
car that i bought you
baby drop them keys...hurry up before your taxi leaves

standin in the front yard tellin me how im such a [fool]
talkin bout, ill never ever find a man like you,
you got me twisted


you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute, baby

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin,
your irreplaceable


so since im not your everything,
how bout i'll be nothing, nothing at all to you
baby i wont shed a tear for you (i wont shed a tear)
i wont lose a wink of sleep (a wink of sleep)
cause the truth of the matter is
replacing you is so easy

to the left
to the left

to the left
to the left

mmmm...to the left
to the left ,everything you own in the box to the left

to the left
to the left

dont you ever for a second get to thinkin...
your irreplaceable

you must no know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you in a minute matter fact,
hell be here in a minute, BABY!!!!

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to
([Played with next verse] thinkin...Baby hey yea!!!)

you must not know bout me
you must not know bout me
i could have a nother you in a minute,
matter fact, he'll be here in a minute
you can pack all yo bags we finsihed,
Cause yo made your bed now lay in it
i could have another you by tomorrow
so dont you ever for a second get to thinkin
your irreplaceable....