(Embarrassingly)
Youtube has brought out my inner groupie:

I WANNA WATCH HANNAH MONTANAAAA











Truth be told, I'm very scared.
I can't imagine how it would feel like to be there. When I first heard the news it didn't really get to me, and then I sat down and it all came crashing - it was very hard to take. Nobody questions what is the point of going, when I feel no pride at all, no desire to serve. You all say "it's only three months, its okay" but thats easy for you to say. So easy.
B U R N T O U T

My conquests in one night: (I should applaud myself?)
Inflation Tutorial
P & C Assignment
Probability Assignment
Geog Tutorial
AC Grayling

& some questions in revision package which I could not handle. At all.

Byebye math test come wednesday.




Have been bombarded with calls, overseas & local
Asking how's it going etc etc


Actually
I have no idea myself.
晴天霹雳








It's pretty much the worst I could have imagined..

Hello malaysian army?














Looked through the part of me I would have gladly liked to forget but can't.
I was silly, really silly. I would have laughed, but I know I was so earnest then
You would laugh at someone who can't sing, but at someone who's singing it for his dead father?
You won't.

Age gets the better of me.
The once rosy glow of the past will serve me no further.
You tell me "Only my promise is real"
& I believed you.





It's 2.34AM (let's buy 4D) and my brain is fried. Majorly fried. I just attempted finishing my Probability tutorial, and thereafter, reading the entire set of Economic Growth notes. Very taxing on my super brain even.

Time to catch up on all the schoolwork I've been missing (thanks A'Div & laziness amidst that) Been giving myself plenty of excuses to be slack during the A'Div period but now it's time to shoot off on my bullet train!

Been going for tuition @ a very high frequency to help them prep for their mid-years. There is only so much I can do but I hope they can do well. I just don't know how the hell I can be so heartless to dump them now cause anyhow GX also has her PSLE this year, so I guess I'd have to find that precarious balance. A big promise for someone who hasn't been studying hard enough, but YESS I am going to work harder. I already am! :D

ZOMG this has been so inspiring right!


















Sherm sucks. I told her eh let's kiss then she go kiss the camera.
A'Div ended on a good note.

Finally a break for my aching arms (but training tmrw again, yay!). The joint betwn my shoulder and arm snaps everytime I try swinging my arm. I feel so battered all over. ):

My games weren't enough to justify all th trainings, but it was a good competition. I'm less concerned about the scores this time round.. possibly because I've started to expect less from myself since th Singles event.

I swear pin 10 really hates me. MY ULTIMATE NEMESIS. there were so many shots i hit 5-5 alignment perfecto and my ball hit th strike pocket PERFECTLY. Pins start flying.. knocking into each other.. and leave pin 10 behind. TMD. And my incompetency to spare pin 10 actually made us start talking animatedly with th guys from Innova more and more cause I cannot spare. -.- Actually I think th guys there very cute. There's this guy with retainers and he's a bit wonky but hilarious.

I don't know about other sports but bowling just has this.. very healthy competition. Different from the aggression we see on courts. When anyone you lane with does well, there are cheers, encouragements, smiles, the things you want to see, the things you deserve. Not just from those on your team, but also from other schools. The camaraderie is awesome.

A well deserved pat on the back for all of us! Glory, we haven't died!






























Too many photos for my patience.

First quartet block. Tmrw. Get done with it.
117.

My average for both singles and doubles.. disappointing. But I learn to deal. the only regrets were my sub 100 games those were very wasted. Singles standing: 82nd out of 140.

Now I hope a'div will be over soon, so that I can stop thinking i'm bowling competitively everytime I'm training b/c it takes all th enjoyment out of it. Coach scolded me right.. My finishing isn't there. My approach is wrong. my release isn't consistent. I get stressed too easily.

All the hopes I had for this year's A'div, I guess were gone with the passing of my singles and doubles. Laning with Wanye was difficult b/c we seem to jinx each other. When she does well, I won't. & the support was extremely inadequate cause I can't be half arsed to make small talk with her. I think I chatted better with Ryan from MI, which I just got to know from last block of doubles. Pretty ironic.

On another note,

HAPPY BDAY KEITH! (pictures another day)

Know he won't read this but thought that counts. Pretty amazing how we've gotten used to snapping at each other and trying to piss each off to mars. For all the silly and nonsensical things he does I've got to give him credit for being able to be moderately funny (heh) and bearing the brunt of my words.

I think I should start doing the countdowns soon! June will be a good month this year, studying aside. New phone will be rolling my way + I've got MY birthday to look forward to. I imagine I will fly in a hot air balloon this year to celebrate my birthday. KIV tacky, pathetic, less than satisfactory DHL balloon. HAHAHA. I seem to think too much!

Bye kids i'm off to watch the Boys over Flowers: Special Edition. :D