i just wasted a whole fucking lot of my angbao money. RAH.

this morning went down to watch i not stupid too. damn ,there was even quite a long queue at 10am! and the tickets for the 10.20 and 11.40 show was selling fast already, and then they announced over the PA tht both shows only got front row seats left.

i was super disappointed! WA, luckily there was two seats left in the centre row for the 1020 show!, and i kept crying towards the end cos tht's the part tht started to get all touching and teary. and that kuku cheryl KEPT handing me tissues!

the show was super, at least for a local. yeah. shawn's just hot, i think.(: WOO!

and then it was bowling! i scored pretty well for the first game, 97 (its good for me), and then i started to score super low cos i was kind of distracted by tiffany and huifen playing pool.

i just had super bad luck today! ):

yay! my pizza has just arrived! (: i love, i love~
just now when i came to my blog, i loved my blogskin so much, i kissed the monitor screen THRICE. (: (okay i was just kidding) but i really like it anyway.

my fingers are itching like crazy, they're crazing for a good game of daidee! but the black nail colour on my nails are starting to chip, and i figured i should just clean it off cos black in an inauspicious colour, right?

and. i've been eating a terrible lot of rou gans, and all that cny food, and the result? ulcer. a bloody big and fat one.

i'm so excited, tmr is going to be a wickedly fab day! (: we're going to bowl, and i totally LOVE that! i sort of just forgot about bowling all this while cos i was rather busy, with comp team trainings and all that. and now, the thought of bowling just makes me bloody excited, i can feel it running through my blood!

and i'm prolly going to catch i not stupid too! i think shawn's cuter than joshua. :x haha. and and, he's taller too! and maybe, he comes across as a more mature guy, more than joshua whose just a chao ah-beng.

and oh, i must express my jealousy tht tiffany managed to see utt ytd and take a bloody picture with him. he's so hot, he sizzles.

omgomg, my mum just called me for gambling! wish me luck, wish me luck!
AHAHA.

i just saw qingyi's blog, and its damn funny. she wna have this bikini party at sentosa on her birthday, and then she started posting a crazy amount of girls in bikinis and going goo goo ga over them.

omg, should i go south korea or taipei? i think i'm going with my team, and tht smelly short zhiying. HAHA. but i wna go overseas in june! not sept, tht's when the taipei trip is happening.

next friday we are gna go to the chingay parade to do pd! (: so fun, and then we went sent home in AMBULANCES! cool or what? haha.

i think you suck, somehow.
you're just a god damned fucking bitch.
i don't usually hate people so much, but YOU just make me fucking pissed.
all that talk about pretenious.
luckily now you're god damned far away from me, and i don't have to see you everyday like i did last time.
luckily you're not, BACK. i thank god for that.
i have this fucking problem,
and thus, i HATE you.

woo.

i just came back from the temple at tampines. heehee, and then i pinned that fat ass flower brooch on my top and its like so extra but whatever.

i went there, the smoke was kind of blinding me. and then i saw tienleng! haha. but we didn't stay there for long (phew). i remember once the smoke was so bad, i teared! haha.

cny is pretty boring for me, cos all my relatives are in malaysia. ): but then again, going back to malaysia, is like pretty stupid, cos we only go back for a few days and have to come back again. but well, i think i'm going back next year. yay! then i can get many many many angbaos.

i think i'm gambling later. please dab on me a little bit of your luck! (: love love love.
heehee, i feel very high now because i just brought a pair of shoes!

its freaking high, i think it was about like, 7cm or something. haha. the only time i wore heels (my mum's) was when i had to go for some job, and it hurt like shiat okay. a frigging pain to wear, but this time i was smarter and i brought nice, high, and YET comfortable shoes.

actually, my mother brought a pair of shoes for me last night, its something like pumps, buts its tight and really uncomfortable (my toes feel damn suffocated) so i decided i'd go back to the shop to change for another pair.

going back to my old house area was so nice! i went to my old house, and found out tht they the house up really nicely, very earthy colours, brown, white, wood!

i brought hair spray too, some green tea shit, but i thought it wld be better cos i just hate pinning up my hair. its damn irritating and you have to re-pin it every once in a while. might as well get some good holding gel, and viola! nice hair without fuss.

i think we're going to orchard later. i really dont want to go. so sian, i heard enough about pushy and kiasu aunties who keep stepping on your bloody shoes. i decide later if i want to go, cos my mum sounds like she REALLY wants to go to orchard. and then maybe if i went if her, i'd get a BIGGERR angbao!

happy new year, evryone!
i think i'm a little out of sorts today. i KEEP THINKING today is new year's eve, and i get sooo excited just thinking 'bout getting angbaos!

routine training today, but i don't feel like touching on it a lot cos its i'm rather tired. i think it was really rather slack, training! i like the kind of methods they use to spice up our default training style. and then some instructors are leaving us to instruct the new std 1s!

): tht's very not good. our pizza hut 'dinner' turned out to be a usual dinner at kallang's kfc. turns out to be okay really, cos then i've got more money to spend on other things! heehee.

we didn't stay in kfc for long because it was REALLY cold, and me and cheryl had to get our butts moving if we wanted some mini-shopping done at white sands. so we grabbed a cab to reach there faster, and we reached there at arnd 9.35.

we shopped for a little while, and it seems as if i'm into brooches now. haha. i brought one flowery brooch from ice lemon tee and another small victorian styled one from ixora, and also another pair of earrings!

omg, i'm spending all my money already.

and oh, happy new year.
i don't know why, but my chem's teacher just IRRITATES me like CRAZY. its super shrill, high and irritating. EEW.

and lu han ling scared the shit out of me when he said that tmr got attire check! haha. i'm going to bring my dhs socks to change. heehee. cannot lah, tmr i must be SUPER GUAI.

i went to white sands today to buy earrings! (: woohoo, i love those tiny ribbon-y earrings, very CUTE! and i haven't brought my shoes for CNY, and cheryl actually got hers today, for 15 bucks cos it was on offer. i shall get some stuff for me soon. i want those brooches and beads!

but i am broke, lately. i need my angbaos, really really soon. and what's wrong with our st john seniors? they actually place a stupid routine training on fridyay. like, that's so uncalled for can?

and i really want a nice sling bag. (:
i think all my life is ST JOHN ST JOHN now. very sad can? why did i join comp team? sigh.

but hopefully, our efforts would not be in vain. we would al least go in nat comp and win top 3! (:

i fucking hate my chem 'cher. i wa scutting my nail's skin in class (yeah it sounds stupid whatever) using a pair of scissors, and then she suddenly said "oh, i didn't teach someone to be a manicurist".

i didn't even realise that she was referring to me, until she called up immediately after she made that statement to answer some shiat chem question. bloody hell, cutting nail NOT EQUALS manicurist okay? i just want to stuff pencils up her nose.

comp train tmr, AGAIN. i'm really losing my life.

you, pretty? you, hot?

BAH.

you, fucking ugly and act-branded.

and fuck, it hurts to feel that you're soo close to me.
MY EYE'S RED AGAIN! fuck fuck fuck.

oh my fuck, its super irritating! i wore my black contacts yesterday and it became red, again. SUCKERS. black contacts are such a bloody jinx, i shall stick to my usual contacts, but now i only wear iton my left eye so it feels rather uncomfortable. ): no choice, then.

i still have tons of unfinished homework, and later i'm gna do my science project at jiamin's house. oh my lucky, luckily she lives only in pasir ris! heehee.

i'm feeling very ugly these few days, i don't know why. i dread training, cos i haven't learnt ANYTHING yet.

oh my god, and i owe so many people money, and they're chasing after me like loansharks! having red paint on your door is not a good thing. that time i went to do the flyer job, i came across two houses which had red paint splashed on their doors, and the owners of the house had to go to the extent of pasting the official statement that the previous owners of the house has left, and asking the loansharks not to harass them anymore.

just not meant to be
i am very the pissed, because they actually played volleyball and captain's ball today, during training. sian. and i actually was sick today, and couldn't go. its so rare that they wld allow us to play vball during training can?

so anyways, i was terribly sick this morning and was kind of 'rolling' around on my bed because the pain in my tummy was killing me. i still remember that time i asked tingpei how menstral cramps felt like and she said her sister said it was like someone ripping your tummy apart. heehee.

oh, and i changed my skin, because i was tired of my last one alr. yes, i know i'm SUPER fickle minded okay? that's what gena told me geminis are. teehee.

at least something good happened today, i ate PIZZA. i love chicken supreme somehow. HAHA. it's so delicious! i decided to let my tummy eat something good and luxurious and rich so that it wouldn't hurt anymore. GOOGOOGA. and my tummy didn't hurt since then!

blahblahblah, i think dongliang is SUPER CUTE can. heehee. shermaine loves him.

and oh, i am from RUGRATS. me and tiffany are the bloody stupid girly twins. haha.
i am 159 cm! i have growm taller over the past year, but only a pathetic 1 cm! but now i am the tallest in my team, yay!

8 days came out today, and i was rather suprised, heehee. cos it usually comes out on thursday or friday, and today's only TUESDAY! (:

i suck in math, something i don't deny, but our new math teacher is really damn NOOB. she even get her own worked examples wrong, then how are we supposed to learn from her? and i was hoping i cld get mrs janet tan for my t'cher, SIGH.

saturday is damn sian, we even have routine training before our SNCO POP! and we're probably being lead by the seniors again, which i so totally DREAD.

i'm getting gastric pains lately, and sometimes it hurts so much i can barely stand. bah.

i may have a chemistry test tmr! oh no, i HATE chemistry, and i SUCK at it. i can't figure all those elements and valencies kind of thing. MPP's boring, and so's LA.
teehee.

i just found a someone's blog. as ugly as she is (no offence), she sure knows how to pamper herself. she's super rich and gets herself tons of juicy couture bags. seeing her pictures makes me very high, i don't know why. (:

notice i've been using 'teeheehee' or 'teehee' or 'hee' nowadays? figures me why i like to use it, i just thought it's very user-friendly (or whatever), and makes me want to use it again and again. HAHA.

comp train is starting on tuesday, and i have YET to study for it. i know, i suck.

i love the feeling of being in love. not that i am, anyway. you know you always watch thouse dramas, and those actors/actresses always look sooo blissful when they're in love? i know they're acting, but they sure gave me a nice tingly feeling.

gee, i sound stupid saying this. heehee. i found this on jiamin's blog, and i decide to do it too, lest anyone gives me a love letter! (:

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

i so totally agree with the last sentence, it is indeed true, at least for me. and now, i'm starting to have a survey fetish. so there are all my results!

Your Nail Polish Color is Pink

How you're unique: You're girly without being high maintenance Why your style rocks: You're the perfect blend of stylish, preppy, and cute What this color says about you: "I am secure enough not to follow every trend"

You are Platform Sandals

Funky and urbanYou've got a cutting edge style that everyone enviesA little bit downtown, a little bit euro, and whole lot of sexy!

but seriously, i DON'T like this kind of shoes leh. haha.

Your Passion is Purple!

You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.

the picture is kind of kinky. haha.

You Are Designer Panties

You demand the best, from head to toe.And your panties have to be pure couture, for your own luxury.Men feel like you're a worthy challenge, though you can be difficult to catch.You exude a polished, sexy vibe that tends to attract confident men.

HAHAHAHA its so funny i can't talk further.

Guys Like That You're Charming

You're the girl most guys can't get out of their headsEven if they met you on a bad hair day :-)You just seem to "click" with everyone you meetSo even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't!

You'll Find Love Where You Least Expect It

You're the type most likely to find love... surprised?You shouldn't be! You're a fun, independent woman who is always out and about.And you're smart to sometimes leave your girlfriends behind and go it alone.Men love to approach you when you're out by yourself - including Mr. Perfect!

WHEE I AM SO HAPPY!

rmb yesterday i told you about that my right eye is red? now its back to normal, it's white! (: teehee. then siva can't laugh at me anymore.

had routine training today. i guess it wasn't as bad as i expected. time passed pretty quickly today, and we even managed to complete our mission, which we didn't complete during JNCO.

we set goals today for 2006, i didn't think it was stupid, but i thought it was meaningless cos actually we KNOW what we want to achieve, and i don't think it's of any help that we go through what we want to achieve together.

the std 2s had changing parade today i think, and wa, they change super slowly. its like super easy for them cos they only change from their pe shirt inot their corp tee and wear their skirt. thenus? we have to change our uniform, wear our skirt, boots, socks, belt, hairnet, and beret.

we headed for the toilet at the same time, and when we were done, they weren't even done. some of them even took ONE CUBICLE EACH! teehee. i guess during std 2 our standard was just as bad.

i'm still terribly sunburnt. when i run my palm over my face, my face BURNS. heehee. and my face is like, i just wen to the beach or something. i'm SOO glad to have my eyes back!

i was horribly bored today, and so i went to BUZZ and bought my first ever issue of CLEO haha. actually i didn't intend to buy CLEO but i was just browsing through and the uncle told me "hey girl you want to buy CLEO not? new one come in very nice the cover." lol. so i bought it! its rather expensive but well, so much for entertainment.

how can i let you know, when i can't even get near you?
WHEE I AM SO HAPPY!

rmb yesterday i told you about that my right eye is red? now its back to normal, it's white! (: teehee. then siva can't laugh at me anymore.

had routine training today. i guess it wasn't as bad as i expected. time passed pretty quickly today, and we even managed to complete our mission, which we didn't complete during JNCO.

we set goals today for 2006, i didn't think it was stupid, but i thought it was meaningless cos actually we KNOW what we want to achieve, and i don't think it's of any help that we go through what we want to achieve together.

the std 2s had changing parade today i think, and wa, they change super slowly. its like super easy for them cos they only change from their pe shirt inot their corp tee and wear their skirt. thenus? we have to change our uniform, wear our skirt, boots, socks, belt, hairnet, and beret.

we headed for the toilet at the same time, and when we were done, they weren't even done. some of them even took ONE CUBICLE EACH! teehee. i guess during std 2 our standard was just as bad.

i'm still terribly sunburnt. when i run my palm over my face, my face BURNS. heehee. and my face is like, i just wen to the beach or something. i'm SOO glad to have my eyes back!

i was horribly bored today, and so i went to BUZZ and bought my first ever issue of CLEO haha. actually i didn't intend to buy CLEO but i was just browsing through and the uncle told me "hey girl you want to buy CLEO not? new one come in very nice the cover." lol. so i bought it! its rather expensive but well, so much for entertainment.

how can i let you know, when i can't even get near you?
ARGH.

my eye is so bloody irritating. MY RIGHT EYE SUCKS! IHATEYOUIHATEYOU. i think perhaps its the irritation from my contacts, so whatever. my right eye is RED, bloody hell. and you know the eye got two seperate white parts right? somehow only the white part closer to my ear is red.

mr siva saw me after school today hanging arnd the vball court and he was like

"biqi what happened to your eye?"

"oh i have sore eyes ( actually its not i think but i just thought i'd crap something out anyway) "

"you've been peeping on me is it?"

?!?!

i was like -.- but i didn't show it. teehee. he's suppper irritating!

i think i played volleyball fer like 4 hours today, and i got really sunburnt. like tomato like tht.

MPP is boring me out. SIAN.

actually i'm feeling reather happy and high now because i've got a good hair night. heehee.
time in school today passed pretty fast. i guess we still need time adjusting to the new schedule.

been thinking a lot lately. haha. digressing, maths lesson was pretty fun cos the teacher is new so she's kinda slow when we ask her questions. then my grp got so frustrated, we were like RAHH! haha. we did indices (which i totally forgot about). teeheehee.

chemistry was just copying non stop. oh, we changed seats today! hee our maths teacher allowed us to do so so i sat with tiffany and melissa! (: met our physics teacher fer the first time today. he's quite nice, he allows us to choose our own seats in the lab! whee.

the lecture fer LA today was in the audi, and the film was kind of boring me out but still i thuoght it was better than sitting in class attending tutorials. its kind of stupid when you think of it cos i'm studying shakespearian works for LA and shakespeare is my elective too. when i graduate from dhs then i know LOADS about shakespeare liao! teeheehee.

comp train is starting, SIAN, but i think it wld be rather fun! (: this saturday there's routine trng! WALAU. and is by SENIORS (cue: scream) somemore! boohoo, i prefer the std 3s so much more. they're such nice people. have to cut my nails again. haha.

i was thinking of making this a very long post, but i really don't know how to achieve that. i am really growing fatter (shut up!), i shall refrain from snacks today onwards. all those pigging have made me a lot fatter. heehee. i also want to have a little bit of abs. very cool can?

i pushed you away, and now I want you BACK.
you're so funny, my girl.

ooh i'm bloody tired!

i just had my bath and i feel so comfortable! (:

went with tiffany at eastpoint, then we proceded to go to orchard, it was raining YET AGAIN. i can't believe it. its such a rainy season now! we were planning to go to far east first, but then we didn't know our way, we walked towards the right direction at first, then we thought we walked wrongly, so we turned back and walked towards wisma.

it was damn annoying cos it was raining, and the lane was practically lined by trees, so the rain dropped off the trees and on our heads. RAHH!we had no brolly, and we even walked in the wrong direction. teeheehee. then we finally called ziying and knew how to walk alr! whee.

then tiffany was damn annoyed cos paperpeople was closed, and tht was the main reason why we went to far east. then we went to pacific plaza! haha we didn't have time to shop fer much cos i still had to meet my parents at queenstown.

pacific plaza is damn good for shopping, i think. haha. got roxy, stussy, quicksilver and mambo and ripcurl.

finally got my new wallet at roxy for $32! heheh. i'm always killing my brain because of choosing the colours. i finally got black in the end, i think its more practical than white right? haha.

then we had to had our shopping, and i headed fer queenstown to get to IKEA. i bought a chair, and two paintings fer my room! (:

whee.
first day of formal lessons today.

lu han lin's lesson was suprisingly good, and was a good laugh. in the end we didn't have to hand in our homework cos he said tht was a reward fer our honesty. haha. i didn't even do the jianbao and the story report. HENG!

chem teacher was a bore, and math was not tht good either. the math teacher was boring! yawn. then came pang arts teacher, i hate the way her fringe covers her left eye COMPLETELY. haha. yuhong say she look like ghost.

then my geog teacher came! haha, shes damn good, she allow us to eat sweets in class so tht we wouldn't fall asleep! SUPER COOL. and the lesson was rather interactive, i guess.

there was this time straight after recess tht all the 2e students went back to 3e to get some stuff, and i was really happy cos all is familiar faces. haha.

i'm gna shop my arse off tmr! new wallet, woohoo!

knowing you was a pain. so much so.
bah!

bah, i can't stand my hair! ):

i'm kind of happy cos i bought a new keychain! its some bikini thing it costs 9 dollars! haha. scouting fer a new wallet. i wna check out surfbabe at citylink, or maybe 37 degrees. i don't even know whether i want to get a new wallet or just a decent purse. cheh. shadn't care abt that just yet.

got some books to keep me busy through the nights. haha. i still got my newspaper articles to finish! ): die alr, monday is lu han ling's lesson! and he's like bloody our dp can. have to pin pin my fringe like crazy.

HMPH. i love my new bikini keychain! so colourful and cheeky you know. teeheehee. maybe i'm going to get the racerback keychain too. (:

i'm gna watch tv. woohoo.
i got a new skin! haha, something went screwed with my previous yellow one, and i found this-something really nice.

psst! i tell you something. JOCELYN CHAN is really very kinky leh! today i sit bus with her, then she tell me she like samuel chan yong jie (from 3k) a lot and she pluked her thigh hair while saying it. kinky right? tsk.

argh. i got a big splotch on the back of my pe shirt today, smart jiamin accidentally stuck her roller onto my shirt. ): haha. i wonder if i'll be able to get it off. its a rather new shirt, you know! boohoo.

actually right, i think mr siva's rather nice, so not as bad as i thought him to be. he's actually quite nice and helpful! we were painting our class today and he did a considerable amount of work.

i hate my class colour and theme. we're called 3 hurricanes. then they're going to paint huricanes around the classroom, which would so totally stress you out when you're in tests and all tht! RAH. the colours are so ugly. everything is so ugly.

i still can't get over the fact that i'm monitress. freak it. but actually, its quite a slack job right? HIAKHIAKHIAK. whatever it is, the monitor shall do it first what. not me. HAHA.

well, tata. and i really LOVE this skin. (:
today was the school's Xplore for us sec 3s.

my grp's faciliators are nita and cindy! haha, i still rmb nita cos she was my sec 1 PSL. they're both great motivators!

drats, and i was hoping i could hop down to Mediacorp. in the end we skipped that particular station becuase we figured it would take a frigging long time to reach there. xin hui says its on bukit timah? i only went to the studio there once then i forgot.

i officially declare i HATE my new school campus. i really can't imagine studying there. everything's so green. and not jus that, there's no volleyball court (unless i missed it), the walls are terribly yellowed, the canteen's in a terrible mess and the egdes of the walls are a little moss covered. the campus's huge but it doesn't do any good cos its so old and fugly and creepy.

i will faint on the spot, if upon hearing that we would have a nightwalk in the new campus. i would probably end up being devoured by some ghost in the female toilet or bang myself againt a wall and get murdered by a revengeful ghost.

gee, am i thinking too much? but you MUST get my point that the campus is really, not a suitable place at all to study in.

i am dying to ditch my short fringe and get a long one! which is why i'm not cutting my fringe. (: long, long! long hair is my thing now. haha. never got a taste of that before.

pity you haven't got the charm. so HAHA. give up, stop acting.
first day of sch today! argh. i shadn't realte mt morning hell-with-the-taxis day.

arrived in sch, yada yada, then i found out my form teacher was MR SIVA. bad enough. then, i was MONITRESS. double diaster, argh.

turns out, orientation tmr, and we actually have to like, do a home nursing case. unlucky or wht?

i'm going off soon to iron my uniform! (:

a lil picture before i go off.

US, AT CTC GATHERING. WE'RE RIGHT AT THE FRONT!


i went new year shopping today! (: and i managed to buy quite a bit of stuff. i bought a cardigan, 2 skirts and 1 top. i'm desperately in need of tops! i have too many bottoms to wear. HAHA. i got myself a new pair of slippers too!

my dad and brother went to sim lim square to buy a lcd monitor. god, now my resolution sucks. argh.

i'm suffering from school blues! i can't imagine waking up at 5 plus, and pinning on my unifrom buttons on everyday agn. sian!

my mum promised to get me a bag a wanted on my birthday! haha, i guess she gave in to my pestering. actually, i HAVEN'T finished my homework. i haven't done my math (which i have no idea hw to do) and my chinese storybk report.

aiyar, lets just say i forgot to bring! (:

i'm a good student, ain't i?
after an ass-spanking long time, i changed my skin, anbd pretty much managed to change most of the things like my tagboard and statcounter code.

is this nice? i like the picture A LOT. (: the model look so STYLE right?

RAHH! wht am i gng to do? i dont have any storybk to work on!

suddenly don't feel like blogging liao. HAHA.