i'm super super tired. i don't even know what word is good enough to describe my tiredness haha.

anyhow bowling was FANTASTIC today although we didnt play any games i got 4 strikes (and two consecutively too :D) and small number of spares. YAY :DDD

and dinner with the guys was the funniest kow told me things i did in sec 3 i had no idea about -.- and all through dinner i laughed so hard my stomach hurt like hell. and kennard's voice is like sorethroat and all super easy off pitch and all of them think that's like NICE (as in really nice to listen to) and sexy?!?! kow was even like "can you give me your voice?" -.-

i want to sleep!

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
school has been incredibly tiring and boring. god i really need something exciting to happen soon haha.

on the other hand bowling has been really good haha i played my second game and improved (YAY :D) but i still didn't cross the 100 benchmark -.- the first time i did the approach i had to redo it at least thrice wth haha then i realised it's cause i stood too far from the foul line then my footsteps always not big enough.

AH DONT FEEL LIKE BLOGGING

KTHNXBYE
From the birthday celebrations in school on thursday:

derek looks so cute hahaha




the birthday police (who is yours truly) had to keep the leftover serviettes and birthday hats. how very rewarding.

oh, and from the other day:







SCARED YOU DIDNT WE. :D
:x

i feel like watching the leap years! the trailer looks not bad but it doesnt seem ticket worthy.. haha shall see how.

:D
happiness does come from the smallest things.

and i am super tired i hate myself my bowling score is like KNSKNS.
Happy CNY! :D
it's one of those i'm-stuck moments where i actually have so much to say, but somehow my mind can't process everything and paraphrase those thoughts into words and blog it. i used to think without this blog i'd be someone without any memories, but then i realise if things and people are important enough, you'd remember them no matter what. feel blessed. (:

i have everything i need, and i need everything i have.

can't wait for cny to come. :D
& i'm really super tired today i needa sleep.
went to send xingdong off at the airport on monday. i suprised myself really - i was sad, but i wasn't even tearing. i expected myself to, as much as i was not close to xingdong he was afterall my 4 yr clsmate and the thought of not being able to see him again was saddening, and yet it didn't bring me to the point of tears. maybe so many people left till it was like just having another of your friend go was.. part and parcel of life. so what if you cried your ass out? they would'nt stay.

like the way mr alson yong left us today. i teared, i didn't expect to. i couldn't really believe i was tearing for the same guy who stepped into our class like a little fresh ns man, whom i resented for his way of talking and the general way in which he annoyed. i was really touched when he said the bit about how much we meant to him because we were part of his dream, we were part of his attempt to fufil his childhood ambition of teaching.

he wasn't good enough, but i'm sure he'd be better. (: chances are always available to those who are willing to grasp it.

hopefully the weekends'd be a blast.
i'd need it.