i'm so proud of myself i finished reading the recreational day powerpoint! : D haha been feeling a lot better.

fell down again today during vball i can't believe it. but luckily its only a small small bruise! but the timing was really bad la since we're like going to the beach tmrw for recreational day and the salty seawater will probably make my wound sting really bad.

i hope tmrw will turn out really well! :x its our last project like everyone's been saying but somehow i don't feel like we're that prepared for it. well. i guess trying our best's the only thing we can do lah, at least wo men dui de qi zi ji! i mean its okay if others think we did badly as long as we know we really put in effort to meet, and plan and everything despite our all very different and freakingg busy schedules.

facil tmrw! seeing my grp i really hope we can be zi high la. the people in my group don't seem very very high themselves haha.

can't wait to bake cookies with the girls on sunday! : D haha its tiring but i'm quite sure its going to be funnn.

i seem overtly happy isn't it. (:
i don't know how i sound saying this;

but i just don't feel like writing here anymore.
i just realised i didn't talk about sports day. :x

but it wasn't anything good either so i dont think i missed out on a lot. should have just ponned the day lah all the plans were all screwed b/c of one silly rain that refused to stop. we wanted to do recee at east coast so i cld go for a lil roller-blading too but the rain just refused to stop!

in the end i ended up at tiffny's house watching a walk to remember. My god it's great! : D really really romantic & made me cry. i'm gna read the book too. heard the book's ending wasn't Jaime dying but its left ambiguous. that's better than her dying. ): much much better.

i'm looking forward to level camp. (:

to witness a miracle/
feeling a lot better emotionally! but haven't been that well physically though. haha. ):

watched a walk to remember today w tiffny! AWW i tell you its good good good. really good. made me cry! and randall is so cute haha. keeps coming with all the handphone and keep acting cute. but he still refuses to let me carry him la.

havent carried a baby for really long! RANDOMNESS.
damn i shouldn't be feeling like this.

fck you, and everything of you. FUCK FUCK FUCK.

i cldn't bear to say this just some time ago.

you say it but you don't even know how it feels like. you don't even know.

but then again, what do you know?

NOTHING.
)): waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. useless, and disappointing.

i shall frown till i become a grumpy old monster. and i'm really going to be very very sick.. physically.

sometimes it seems as if time stops and gives me some time to think through what i really want, whether what i'm doing is.. seemingly worth it.

and then now, after so long, i decide - no, its not worth it.

it doesn't make me any stronger, but still..

i know you'd always be there. just a phonecall away. : D


i love love love love love you.

i hate hate hate hate hate you.
really boring day! :x

i really really wna go out but i knw i'd just regret if i do. ):

RAWRRRR!
i'm so bored! I'm stuck at home doing chemistry though i'd very rather much do something else. finished my p.s. i love you and i'm starting on missing you, love, sara pretty soon.

:D :D

shall see if i can ask anyone out for badminton!
am slightly happier. haven't felt that kind of warm feeling for a v long time. : D

today felt strange b/c tmrw's holiday and this week felt really short! tmrw's good friday and i don't really know what it is for.. haha. i sort of think you're supposed to be like really really good on that day. so i shall do some good deeds tmrw. (:

i've decided to study really hard for chemistry test bc i did really bad for the physics one so the chem'd have to make up for that flop. shall take the time tmrw to study! my mum even wants me to go to the temple. i hate the way the smoke there chokes me like anything & blinds my eyes. :x

currently reading P.S I Love You! hope it turns out to be a nice book. & i can't wait to read when lightning strikes again!
physic's test finally over and albeit feeling relieved that finally i can catch some sleep w/o worrying 'bout anything, i totally flopped the entire test thankyouverymuch.

shall not talk about that anymore. havent got any blogging urges lately. & found my love for reading books back! :D its been sucha long time since i've went to the library and browsed through the books there.

i need something to take my mind off that. its strangling me.
had flag day ytd, and we went to outram first bc they said they went there last yr. but thr totally sucks and there was alrdy some corps there so after staying there for awhile we decided to change location so we went to bukit merah and it was only slightly better there but there was so much competition - the entire stjohns was like everywhere!

got really tired in the end so i just kept quiet and hoped people will come and donate automatically - which didn't yield much but oh well. my can was only one third full i think haha.

dinner was hilarious and we kept laughing. buay tahan. haha.