the naivety of believing,
causes you to fall twice as hard.

i am seriously fucking tired. oh but teoheng was really good. Larger than life omg and ye lai xiang and joel and kow attempting phantom of the opera with the rest of us shrieking along (:

thank god
milestone of my life today:

I AM A BLOOD DONER! :D


was very proud of the fact that i mustered up the courage to do it even though im super scared of the bloody fat needle. was kind of hoping i won't have like enough iron in my blood so i cldn't donate haha but it wasn't too bad. in fact i felt perfectly ok & quite happy even after i donated my blood. then the anesthesia started wearing off bit by bit the wound hurt a little. actly seeing my blood flow out of my body was like.. weird. haha you knw? like im not injured but i'm theoretically bleeding and yet it doesn't hurt.

so i thought wah eh not bad ah my body quite fit leh not nauseous or anything at all.

then on the train home white spots started appearing and i suddenly felt so weak my legs were going to give way. -.-my body was breaking out in cold sweat and just felt super giddy. lucky i sat down soon enough to rest haha was really damn scared smth worse will happen.. & lucky i was with tiffny.

my body failed me HAI. so disappointing.

im gng to rest for a bit
join me in this cheer.

i say (your name) you say BITCH

(your name)

BITCH!

(your name)

BITCH.
find another girl that's sillier than me.
god i really dont think i can study outside.

i've been.. very distracted at work, in school. fyi the lit essay test totally killed me (i only wrote one sentence for the conclusion ha ha) and math test was equally bad. can't concentrate at all and school's going to squash me flat anytime soon.

really can't wait for the march holidays to come. finally a break from all this shit.