I foresee this blogspot slowly becoming my camwhoring space eh. Anyway, 3 more papers to go! I'm sure I did badly for yesterday's paper but.. :'( Oh well.

On to happier things! I have a ring fetish now. Yes, its a lot more financable than having fetishes for blush, esp mac and nars ones. I  just ordered a.. healthy amount of rings from various stores and ljs online! :D Eagerly waiting for them to arrive.

Was reading some of my archives, and came across this which I posted last yr around may.

That day we had squad dinner, it was a little sad because there were only 7 of us. Actually 6, 'cause tiffny turned up late. A lot of people didn't come because of various reasons, but I know some people just cldn't be bothered. It was a phase of their lives that came and passed, that might not be important anymore. I don't know how to describe it, but while we were eating and chatting, I remember the times when we dragged our heavy uniform bags and half-dead selves into KFC, noisily pushing 5-6 tables together so it could accommodate all of us. And then we will buy trays and trays of food, adelyn and wanting will fight over who gets my chicken skin, and I will yell at adie for biting the skin off her nuggets and then stirring it in mashed potato. Shunjie and zhiying will mimic seniors and juniors, and we will laugh our heads off bitching about other people. We recount our JNCO days like it happened yesterday, about how we screwed up our punishment writing 300 lines and hongsheng wrote "Grade 6 Officer Sir XX walks like a traffic light" or something like that. About how we were struggling to place joaee on the stretcher and he crushed my leg in the process. About how we secretly decided before activations that if we saw hejin lying anywhere we would ignore her and save others. It was.. endless. I could go on forever. We were tired, but we were happy with each other's company.

That day wenyi was telling me abt her db team, so I started thinking about SJ too. I know I seem so.. overtly sentimental or something. But it is hard to forget, even so many years on. I make no attempt to glorify things but SJ has taught me so much, and left so many good memories. I don't think I can ever do a proper post on my days in SJ, because it is so difficult to translate exactly how I feel. I could tell you how we are all very different people and we all hang with our own friends, but when we come together it is so easy to slip back into the close r/s we had, very much like a family. But I don't think you'd understand entirely, so I don't really want to try.

Sometimes I regret time took us apart into our own little cliques and lives, barely talking or meeting each other since we POPed/left dhs. I think most of us will tell our children the same stories, that st john was one of the best part of our lives. I will always, always be proud of us, that we had this relationship others didn't.

Study mode! I look like a guy.


Aw, woke up to another good bbm. If mornings could all be like this I would never have a sucky blue morning ever.







Last sunday when we went back to HQ to watch nationals! Plenty of dejavu moments especially when I saw the first aid case.. And now even one of my snco mates tiffany ng is some bigshot mdm replying to "good morning mdm"s in the corridor with an annoying high pitched voice. Didn't manage to stay long enough for the results but we got texted anyway : 2nd for AC and 3rd for NA! Pretty good for nationals. ZONE 8!!!



She's the old me in my glory days HAHAHA. Best CPR ok no kidding. Only I think I forgot everything now.. Makes me wanna run down to dunman, grab a dummy with the indicator lights and try everything again.












Lunch at awesome Nantsuttei @ Millenia Walk as per shunjie's request. They have the best ramen! The soup is YUMMSSSSS <3



And fondue after. Super sinful.









Comm fund test tmrw, on a saturday. Fml.