Sorry blackberry you have served me well but my heart is changing.. and omg the plethora of iphone cases is just far too tempting.
On Jayma Mays. Watching her on Glee already has me swooning over her wardrobe which is insanely cute! She's the perfect kate spade girl. And I'm right, kate spade is the main sponsor of her wardrobe (together w J Crew, Anthropologie, and ModCloth), they go together too damn well.

I googled for photos of her off Glee and in real life, where her makeup's different. I have grown to love her more. She is so gorgeous :')
















I don't think I know how to do it. Its just that try as I might, somehow you're still in my life. Connected with the thinnest of threads, but still connected. And all I want to do it cut us loose, snip snip snip. I need to stop feeling guilty.

I've also forgotten what it feels like. What heartache feels like. The dull pain filling my heart, crushing my chest, exchanging my breaths for gasps. It just hit me that for the last couple years, I haven't had anything close to an heartache. I haven't had any crying episodes where I fling myself onto the bed, shut off my phone and do nothing but cry. I really haven't. All I've had was good ordinary days, some better than the others.

But I miss heartaches. I realize we only live once, and I haven't really put myself out there. I miss making a fuss, crying, and then coming out feeling stronger. Sometimes I wonder if I've adopted some sort of defense mechanism. So that's it. Maybe I'm damaged.

Fix me?





































I went a little mad on asos today..