time's running short, and we only have one week to go before nats. the pressure's piling, and i don't know how i'm supposed to juggle everything at once. schoolwork, personal time turned st john time. and it feels so different cos its our last year together as a team and we won't be able to ever enter a competition together ever again.

had stjohn day on wednesday.


putting up the spars for the flag pole. haha i was sitting by the side nursing my injured head and i realised the sky was quite pretty also! (:

got this from sir jianli he brought it from greece. haha. it's exactly like kinder bueno just that it's in this cute hippo shape and has small chocolate bits around the parameter. :D really nice.

& i thought i was all alone. :D thankyou.
i dont know why i'm feeling happy even though i just got hit by some fat spar yesterday while we were setting up the stjohn flag pole. i think i said the wrong stuff! haha i was telling tiffny that we wld definetely have skull fracture if any of the spars fell on us and the next thing i knew one spar dropped on my head. it was really su0per super painful at first but now its a lot better though it still hurts occassionally. thanks for all who cared. :D i am waiting to see if concussion will set in hahaha.

ok i decided i will start mugging and lay off why why love as much as possible.

i was just acting guai.
watching why why love 換換愛 now. Lovely show god now i love wang chuan yi! he's like super perfect super lovely lovely everything i want. : D

okay i really sldn't be watching this. ): but ohwell. shall go study soon!

overdue from recreational day. look at 0ur super cool tanned feet haha mine's the fugliest. : D

wanted to blog really badly yesterday, but i got so engrossed in chatting online that i didn't. :x

had comp train yesterday all the way from 9am in the morning to 5pm in the evening and it was really, really tiring. zhiying's right. we actually didn't even do that many cases at all, you add them up together and it couldn't have been more than 10 cases, but it was exhausting till the extent i told yahui if then and there they asked me to sign on my answer would never ever be a yes, and yahui told me she felt the same way.

that's why i'm having so many second thoughts about signing on. i don't know if i'm ever going to be able to commit.

okay lets put that aside. for the last case i totally screwed up the whole case cos i had to take this casualty all my myself and mine was having lacerations (which i didn't even identify correctly can you pls kill me) on her entire right arm and legs, and i cldn't even do that kind of simple case and was made to redo the case alone. i really wanted to cry then.. its like all those images of me cldn't doing well for the drowning case that made me cry so badly two years ago came up in my mind all over again and made me feel like i'm the lousiest person on my team, and what more made me worthy to be the no3. & i don't know if anyone would ever be able to utd how i feel.

okay that was bad. i was really sad then but the feelings got over aft a while and had a really great dinner with jcoelyn zhiying and shunjie and we talked about jnco and all that stuff. : D

so it was a crazy day, and i was so exhausted i slept early.

laters

had a half crazed day. went with zzw, hy yh and wyi to watch f4. not bad, jessica alba's so hot. haha. ltr went over to teoheng again to K with wenyi. can't believe i'm there again today when i was there only yesterday. we started screaming all the songs starting with lian ai-ing and i totally lost my voice halfway! ): SUCKS.

okay i was going to emo a bit here but then something good happened so er i wouldn't haha. WHO WANT TO SEE ME EMO! WHO WHO WHO. WANT THEN COMMENT KAY I EMO NEXT POST. :D

EMO PEMO AMMIBATHA-MO!