BESTEST NIGHT! ♥

(JOEL IS SO IRRITATING! ming ming this photo very dark right only his face like the sun then i tried to brighten the photo but then his face becomes SUPER BRIGHT until cannot see his features properly. GRR!)

Shall start off with the night first!

watched 4bia with yh thad kow & wenyi, and with ray samson derek zr in the row in front of us. basically it's 4 short stories featured within one movie, and i must say the last one was THUMBS UP damn good. only wenyi that kuku don't dare to watch but luckily i was sitting far away from her if not she will keep pestering you & asking you what happened! so irritating right tsk.

ah this one must mention:

i was at topshop happily browsing through the earrings/clothes when thaddeus marched right up to me and was like "eh come" & with a FUCKING SERIOUS FACE grabbed my wrist and almost dragged me out of the shop. i use "dragged" because i had no idea what happened & i thought smth bad happened to someone, so my steps were short and stunted i was just following him. i was so scared and shocked, my brain was going into double quick time so many thoughts were racing through my mind i cldn't decide which was more realistic to think: wenyi fainted? sherm got injured on the way here? somebody got heart attack? boys got into a fight WHAT WHAT WHAT???

even worse when we got to the topshop entrance i saw yuhong wenyi kow standing here waiting for us: obviously nothing bad/serious happened to them, then thad turned around and said "we don't have a lot of time to wait for you to shop you know" (or smth along those lines)

WTH. need to use this kind of method to get me out of the shop? I WAS SO SCARED MY HEART WAS LITERALLY IN MY MOUTH WHEN HE CAME TO PULL ME OUT! i just cldn't comprehend in time then what cld have happened to make him suddenly come and pull me out of the shop like that. HATE YOU YOU IDIOT.

then again thad yr acting not bad can go join mediacorp or something hahaha. it might seem like i was over-reacting but it was really just untimely, and to experience such two feelings (indulgence in shopping and then some idiot half-devastated me with his actions) in such a short period of time was just.. unthinkable, & it took me some time to calm my nerves.

YOU OWE ME ONE HOR!

thereafter sherm & jm joined us for dinner and over dinner we just kept arguing over what placing we got for the appreciation night in last years lvl camp cause we cldn't decide it's 2nd/3rd. SO WE STARTED CALLING EVERYONE WE KNEW FROM 4G/H/I to confirm our placing and it was mad, mad, mad. we even split into two teams one taking the 2nd side & the other 3rd, and for every person we confirmed placings we would MAKE A HELL LOT OF NOISE (ie the winners would be screaming and high-fiving and going "YES!" & the losers go !!! and start browsing through their phonebook again frantically to see who's left to call)

team 2nd eventually lost in the end 'cause leeyan helped us to check mel's blog archives and SIGHHHHH i really cannot believe it. BUT the whole process was so fun! :D sat down on the open grass patch at marina and just chatted, chatted, chatted.. (& joel came along too)

it was great, fabulous, & warm. time just seemed to pass so fast, and i was trying to hard to savour each moment perfectly so i would remember it just as it was and making sure i would never, ever forget. it doesn't even feel like we're all in seperate classes & everything!

I ♥ Us

i really really do. promise we'd always stay like this, happy, together, perfect.


HAIRSPRAY '08


we won 2nd for dressing up! :D

frenzy in the morning 'cause we had so much to do: hair (most impt) make up and dressing up. wanting was doing my hair and i was doing zhixin's hair! sigh i don't know why but the curls i did for everybody was PERFECT if not at least nice but when i got to doing my own curls it SUCKED, and i think i was having waves more than curls. & nobody cld do my hair for me somemore ):

hee okay that was small problem after all of us dressed up everyone was so so gorgeous!

so why should we even be surprised we got 2nd right? :D

5c13 <3

And it was then i wondered, if it was obvious to the others, that my face was glowing with the touch of happiness, if they could sense blithe in my every step.

it was that imaginable, it was that tangible.

The hearts that i love can only hold this much - us, us, us.

(:

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Derek dressed up as Santa for cineodeon ticket sales, and he was SO CUTE!


his makeshift beard was like a quash of toilet papers and his belly was HUGE cause he hid his schoolbag underneath the costume!

& on a sidenote
:D everything just fell so nicely in place today.
We should suspect the rosy glow of the past; it is being seen through the jaundiced eye of the present.

Perhaps you'd never think this is to you, for you:

how do I tell you
that i'm sorry you didn't even get what you should?

i don't know if it's another proof that life isn't always fair, yet the only thing i know is: you deserve better (& how i don't). that i shouldn't be seeing another word, another expression on your face, that would make me feel almost.. guilty.

you have been silent, but you have been there. thank you.

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& then there's you

i feel like the old you has died, so long ago
and now a monster has slowly devoured you, & taken your place

so can the old you, don't Rest in Peace, don't Rest in Peace?
come back.

defeat the monster.

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wow.

yes, that was my (silent) reaction. sort of took my breath away, too, but then i started thinking about everything else that mattered,

and i wasn't so sure anymore.
been raining pretty frequently these few days..

& coming along with the rain, a pensive mood. perfect to tuck into the blankets with a warm cup of milo and a good read.

I guess I knew you once.

is this how we are engineered to feel when it rains?

have you ever?

"Imagine you are a soldier under Cao Cao's command and you are preparing for the offensive against the opposing armies. However, you've heard of Zhou Yu and his reputation: that he is a man not to be underestimated. Write a letter home to your family, relating your feelings and thoughts about Zhou Yu."

STUPIDEST QUESTION THAT I HAVE SEEN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. keep asking myself why the hell am I tearing my hair out over the red cliff assignment at 12 midnight sharp when I should be studying for math/econs!!

AHHHHHH! I HAVE LIKE HAVE BEEN LIKE A CAO CAO SOLDIER REINCARNATE OR SMTH TO DESERVE SUCH A STUPID QUESTION.

CAO CAO WOULD HAVE STRANGLED HIMSELF TO DEATH IF HE KNEW HOW MUCH ANGUISH HE WAS GOING TO CAUSE POOR LIT/CSC STUDENTS IN THE 20TH CENTURY.