They always say loving is a commitment. I think its so because when we love, we commit our heart to someone else. We let it be subject to the tyranny of our other half, such that his every action, every word, affects our emotions. He's king of your heart. Its does seem foolish to be subjugated like that, but we keep doing it because most times, he makes you feel like king instead. If you say your relationship aint like that, subjugated or whatnot, then its only because love has turned into indifference. We are the most helpless and obliging people when in the face of people we love.


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Sometimes you're so insensitive you're a pain to be around.

Yes its you stop asking me who.
Who do you think you are?

Honestly, I never really thought you would be like that. To judge so quickly and think you are in a better place just because you've got something I don't have. Whoever said I needed it? You're only marginally better off because you chose to be, and I chose not to be. I had options, I just didn't want them. I could be bitchy and tell you all the awful stuff people think about you, but that would make me like you and god I don't want that. I think at least, we should respect each other's choices. Because that is what friends do, right? Don't just assume I want your kind of life. I don't. To think I almost let you get to me.

Just for record's sake! Although my wishlist extends far beyond makeup, it's probably more stable than clothes or whatnot. And just one wishlist, so I don't feel so tragically poor. I just ordered a few nyx blushes and I must say I've very excited to get them, because I've been looking for a cooler matte brown for a contour shade (sorry mac harmony) and I finally found it! Extra plus points because nyx is so affordable, and the cream blushes and I have from them are already lovely. Okay, here I go!

1. Laura Mercier Tinted Moisturizer
2. Lancaster Kaleidoscope
3. MAC Strobe Cream
4. Chanel Pressed Powder
5. MAC Face and Body
6. Chanel Vitalumiere
7. YSL Touche Eclat
8. Loreal Nude Brown
9. MAC Mineralized Skinfinish
10. Bourjois Rose D'or
11. Smashbox Proof Sheet
12. Smashbox Fusion Soft Lights
13. Benefit Brow-zings
14. NARS Deep Throat
15. MAC Blacktrack
16. Smashbox O-Glow
17. Body Shop Illuminator
18. MAC 116 Brush
19. Body Shop Kabuki Brush (softest shit ever)

1-4 are must gets. Half the products here aren't available in singapore actually so I dread the shipping fees. Esp nars I'm very scared of nars hahaha the last time I got mc to get orgasm from aussie for me it wound up costing 60$+. Obviously in the end I realized makeup in aussie is incredibly expensive and could only blame myself for not doing proper research. Anyway now I've found my another trusty place to order from: ASOS! They have most of the mainstream brands and cult products. And free shipping how awesome is that. I also tried calling the lancaster counter in sg (only one sad little counter) to enquire about the kaleidoscope, but the SA was busy and said she'd call me back but didn't :(

On another note my parcels from asos hasn't reached me and I'm starting to get antsy because I wanna see them before I leave for jb! Waiting for my arty ring too, amongst many other rings (heehee), and hello kitty contacts case (bought when I was bored). Hope I get them soon! x